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Change!

2009-05-10T19:13:00.004+08:00

WILL BE

MOVING BACK

TO XANGA.

Kind of miss the footprint things and xanga is just plain cute.
And, REALLY MISS THE CUTE SMILEYZ! :D
Hmmmm and quite bored of blogger and I'll be bored of xanga soon I bet.
I'm just like that hahahaha. :)
Kay not sure if I will move back whatsoever but HAHAHAH okay.
And who knows how to place my tagboard in xanga? I kinda deleted it off. :(

HTTP://MYREDUNDERWEAR.XANGA.COM

My dog doesn't like me I want to cry

2009-05-09T19:43:00.003+08:00

Woke up really early today at like 8+ :(
Breakfast nearby and then West Mall :)
Went to church for PAN meeting haha still quite scared.
Anyway, took a train met Jiehui at Jurong Point, AM SORRY WAS LATE HAHA.
Was catching up with Shantelle and stuff heh THANKS SHAN for waiting with me for the bus :D
Went around looking at stuff omg stuff at Artbox and Stationary Island are soooo pretty!
Really want one of those cute planners heehee.
They had so many cute stuff down there!! :)
Anyway went to get mothers day gift heehee went to make some cake for her :)
Shhhhh kay.
It looked so cute with all the colourful macaroons and pretty cupcakes :)
And the shop was pink. Pretty :)
Had to wait for like one and a half hours O.O
Went to long john silver heehee.
Omg and bought some shirt on impulse and I so regret it ok!!
Was like hahah should get it for laughs and I really did O.O
:(
Was telling mom in the morning that I wanted to go out in the afternoon.
And she was like for what and I was like buy stuff and she wanted to know what stuff :(
Had to tell her it was for mom's day in the end cos she wouldn't quit asking and in the end she was like why did you tell me?!
Um -.-
No surprise alrdy boo right.
Anyway watching some drama show now mom and brother watched it for like 6 hours straight ok good grief.
Ohmygosh scary part now byebye!!
(DAMN SCARY O.O!!!)

I can't even solve the first level of weffriddles omg HAHA IM SO STUPID!!

Life on the Moon

2009-05-08T20:00:00.005+08:00

Here in this crowd I'm feeling all alone
Turn me around and point me back to home
I'm getting lost more everyday
And I can't tear myself away
From the stars in my eyes with no light
Here are my terms, have some faith in me
And I'll let you be who you need to be

Life on the moon couldnt be any stranger
Life on the moon wouldnt feel this far away?
The life that I knew is trough
And I'm gonna need you more than ever
I'm alone in this crowded room
Its like life on the moon

Flown off the ground my head's up in the air
Self counscious to a fault with all the pople everywhere
Is getting harder everynight to take the punches left and right
Just to know that you're here by my side
Here are my terms have some faith in me
And I'll let you be who you need to be

Life on the moon couldnt be any stranger
Life on the moon wouldnt feel this far away
The life that I knew is through
And im gonna need you more than ever
Im alone in this crowded room
Its like life on the moon

Getting lost in my own atmosphere
Stars in the sky are the stars in my eyes
Is the cost of getting out of here alive

Life on the moon couldnt be any stranger
Life on the moon wouldnt feel this far way
The life that I knew is through
And im gonna need you more than ever
Im alone in this crowded room
Life on the moon
Life on the moon
The life that I know is through
And im gonna need you more than ever
Im alone in this crowded room
Its like life on the moon
Life on the moon

Hahah it's so hot now anyway, realised that I need to buck up srsly in Chem and Chinese.
The double Cs spell trouble alright.
Luv David Cook and computer can finally read my phone yay okay see you need to take a bus and pick up brother later at like 9pm GOOD GRIEF.

Having a brother who does 50 sit ups in one minute, shuttle run in 11s, 29 incline pull ups etc SUCKS when you only did 35, 12, 2.
Jealous sister hmmm. BUT SUCKS RIGHT he'll talk about it and laugh at you. Yes sucks.
Only thing I won him was sit and reach. Me 56cm Him 30+cm but guys aren't flexible? He says. Oh well still sucks.

Can't go for yf dragonboating SHUCKS!
Cca falls on the same day :'(

Haha xanga changed their thingy from xanga/something to something.xanga.com
Kinda miss xanga and their cute smileys :)
But the skins are real hard to change etc :(
SO SHOULD I CHANGE BACK HA HA HA I DONT KNOW SHUCKZXC.

Kay see ya.

American Idol.

2009-05-07T23:00:00.004+08:00

Allison is out!!
Am really sad :( though gokey or Allen would be out but no it wasn't :(
Always liked her much and rock was so her thing and the duet with Lambert last night was mind-blowing yet she's out ):
She always has this really cheerful disposition and really makes you feel like smiling too and her voice is strong and wonderful.
Sigh :(
Well let's hope she'll be like Daughtry (:
Not giving up though their out yay :D

Heehee really hope Lambert will be in though :)
He always receive great comments but always isn't the first to be save :( why is that so :(

Gwen Stefani perfomance with no doubt was a little crazy.
She was running around so ummm weirdly and she started doing push ups suddenly was like "huh?"
Her running around was the funniest. Like so randomly and everything O.O

Kay need to turn in soon, can't seem to wake up on time for school.
It's hard to type on the phone horizontally :O

Kay see ya :)))))

Worst.

2009-05-07T18:24:00.002+08:00

Today was the worst day in a long time, no kidding.
Failure everywhere, sucks.

Welllll math test all my answers tellied and then when mr. Chee announced that time was up, realized I made a huge careless mistake.
Been wanting my full marks for months and I lost it - because of carelessness.
Worst thing ever :(

Got back history results, the only okay thing.
A1 yay been hoping for that. Guess studying does pay off.

Chinese results - the shitz.
16/50 worst in class.
Have to copy each sentence 10 times for correction.
Made so many careless mistakes.
Things that no one ever writes wrongly I wrote wrongly :(
Left so many blank, I have to buck up if not I can't continue higher chinese anymore.
Mom would be so fired up about it.
:(

Napfa 5 stations was today.
I did TWO miserble incline pull ups.
8 more and I'll have that gold I've been covering for oh so long :(
EIGHT MORE. )))):
mr. Chan said we could try again.
Need to do more weights.

I NEED TO BUCK UP.
I shall go copy the ke wens a million times mr Seow says it helps and weights oh gosh I need that 8 incline pull ups.

Am extremely demoralized and tired currently.
Mom is coming back soon and no doubt she'll keep chiding me about it and it'll feel worse.
I need to be mentally prepared and I need to study.

Kay see you Joan has to go mug like SRSLY.

It's over.

2009-05-06T22:10:00.004+08:00

Wanted to take a short nap but slept for like 4 hour instead and wokeup at 9.45pm.
I don't like waking up and knowing the day is over :(
And plus didn't eat my dinner yet.
These few dinners have been curry curry curry and I seriously used up my cholesteol intake for the next 5 months pft.

Tomorrow is the day with 1000 happenings and I'm not prepared boo.

And I do not have time to prepare for tomorrow's math test cos I overslept.

Geog test today. Slept right after I completed the paper and did not wake up till papers were being collected.
Gees, didn't even manage to check my paper :((((((((((((

Stayed back to complete d&t our pig is looking ~~good~~ spastic.
Heehee omg funny lah kay.
Spent 2.5hours on it excluding the many 1.5hours during curriculum time.

Am watching American idol now missed half of it :(
AND OMG MISSED ADAM LAMBER'S PERFORMANCE.
>:( !!!

Okay anyway nights.
The day is over. So sad k.

Taking a $1,000,000 pee.

2009-05-05T19:06:00.003+08:00

Was watching The Amazing Race: Beijing yesterday.
Awwman it was a pity! The two sisters lost just cos younger sister had to stop to take a piss.
After using a trillion bottles of water to help her swallow starfishes and other weird exotic food, sisters took a taxi to the birdnest stadium thing and younger sister decided to take a piss as she needed one real bad.
Little did she know that that piss was what made her lose her chance to fight for the million bucks.
MILLION BUX OKAY.
Omg they were 10sec behind the ex-nfl cheerleaders.
PITY! :(
Feel so sad for them alright.

Oh gosh I'm so full right now k I need to pat my belly.

Have like thousands of people's birthday next week ha ha ha :)

Geog test tomorrow chapters 16, 17, 18.
And I've only completed chapter 16.
Best way for me to memorise the fact's copying down the whole chapter so two more chapters left >:(
And it's 8.10pm already sigh!

Okay need to hurry study.

See ya!
The Major Mugger (BEAT THAT FOLKZ)

HAHA okay TMM is back yup yup omg finished studying okay took like the whole day :(
Today was supposed to receive chinese results but teacher stomped out of class and refused to return back.
Hmmmm was quite confused the whole scene unfolded much too quickly and my eyes couldn't digest everything on time.
So at the end of everything I was like staring, mouth wide-opened, and like "What the hell?!"
Omg I so didn't get it like why did it happen like nothing was out of place bla bla bla. End result: teacher stomped out no more chinese lesson.
And then they went to call chinese teacher number 2 to come up and we had to read some piece of chinese literature.
And like every teacher knew about it or something oh my goodnezz weird.
Miss Kee was rather frustrated with it all and henceeeeee, changing of sits on Thursday.
Wow like so many thingys are happening on thursday man.
Like NAPFA five stations (ugh so not looking forward to shuttle run and standing broad jump and incline), return of history test, Math test, return of chinese test from real long ago (hopefully if teacher returns), changing of sits etc.
Wow wow wow wow wow omg why is my left eye so blur.
There's like a permanent film of whitish thingy over it or something cos its there sometimes and its annoying like suddenly cannot see properly omg my eye what is happening.
Anyway, back on track, I hope that I'll be able to do at least an ok for tomorrow's geog test.
Omg I am so proud of myself for controling my smses quite well.
Fish tycoon is killing me like my fishes keep dying :(
I keep going omg shucks bad habit need to curb it and my haha(s) okay see you crazy mudpies (I WANT TO EAT ISLAND CREMERY'S mudpie!!!! It looked so yummy the last time I went there..)

Chocolate collons are not that nice.
Nothing can beat the strawberry ones. :)
Doggy hates me I think.

And I just couldn't keep my hands off...

2009-05-04T19:38:00.004+08:00

AND

I really regret it now.
Pft, no good at all okay and HAHA was craving for food today(!)
And like the chocolate Suiis bars aren't helping.. :(
You all must be really annoyed with my food binge thingys sigh?!

Okay ANYWAY, woke up at like 6:40am today and it was raining and the jam didn't help okay cos it was raining and reached school at like 7.40 but I didn't get booked yay :D
Cos it was raining I think.
Usually wake up at around that time but don't know why left home so late today awwwwww.
Brother reached at 8am heeheehee.
And I think I'll pass geog for CA yay yay yay to the maxxxxxx.
Mmmmmm and had math tuition after school, on simultaneous equations GRAPHICAL.
I hateeeeeeee graphs I think!!
Always can't draw a straight line even with a ruler yea =x =x =x
Oh wellllllllzxc, OKAY THERE'S NOTHING TO BLOG lah just filling up stuff cos I'm like super bored and the mosquitoes are biting me not a good thing.

Wanted to re-run 2.4 to get my A but I didn't >:(
Was a pity the rain just stopped and it was so cooling = can run faster right.
But no one wanted to run with me so oh well :( :( Then I didn't and I really regret it yeaahhhh.

Omg next Monday is a holiday wheeee AND ITS MAY ALRDY YOU KNOW!! Like three more weeks june holidays are here wow wow wow WHOA.
It's all happening too quickly okay.
Think I'll have to miss last day of church camp for corporal camp SHUCKS BIG TIME.
Watching xmen on friday = not going yf awwwwwww.

Omg I can't believe I agreed to share for PAN hahaha.
I have like the worst stage frights ever and I actually am going to stand on stage and share I think I'll just faint right there on the spot people plz save me alright! :( But oh wellll I'll have to pray and go along with it right! :D
Heehee trying to think on the positive side nad hopefully, I'll get over my phobia shucks. I get very nervous and anxious and I think I'll just stare at my feet the whole time and get feedback or something and like dad is probably gonna share too omg omg omg so scary its real.
Okay think on the bright side (of life and every little detail) I am going to do it and that's that.

Ciao lovelies, you know you love me.
xoxo gossip girl HAHAH SO CHEESY omg omg omg omg.

Mom didn't let me buy the honey glazed chicken thigh when we were at cold storage today she says its for my good and the diet plan's.
SHUCKS why did I have to tell her I'm going on a diet ha ha ha ha now she feeds me a measly portion of rice.

Off to pat doggy.
Oh I realised I said bye already.

p/s. realised this skin doesn't show the time and date of the post ha ha ha ha its plain and colourful omg i love nice pretty colours :D

No, he can't read my pokerface.

2009-05-03T16:49:00.003+08:00

Omg shuckzxc I am so hooked onto thesuperficial.com and youtube!!
Just can't seem to stay away from it the whole day okay sucks :(
Like 10+ hours in front of the computer yesterday almost died.
Back was like aching like crazy okay ):
And my eyeballs were like falling out of their sockets (literally) so if you see me with two black holes don't ask kay? :(

Anyway, I'm starting to do weights! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT haha decided to get rid of those flabby arms of mine and dad handed me a dumbbell ha ha ha.
And it's like 3kg like that only and I CAN'T EVEN LIFT IT UP!!
With TWO HANDS, omg omg omg oh no.
But Doggy is like 5+kg and she's much lighter than those scary dumbbells.
Oh well hope I'll have the dsicipline to continue heeheehee. I suck big time.
>:(

Okay going to go grocery shopping soon!
I think Lady Gaga singing acoustic is really cool HAHAHAH someone draggggggg me away from youtube etc.

Watched lakehouse yesterday on channel 5 till midnight, was so tired!
Omg the show is quite freaky actually but quite cool lah.
Mom keep saying its a nice show so I decided to go watch it.
Stupid scary commercials keep showing!! :( :(
NO GOOD AT ALL.
Omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg ash stymest I think I'm going crazy SAVE ME LAH OK.

And mom just had to make me eat...

Okay her fault, she better not complain about me increasing in size then ("Look at your brother, his face is half yours you know.")
Heehee but it was yummy anyhow :)
Credit to whatever site kay.
And she keeps trying to tempt me into have kfc's chicken drumsticks for supper. Sighhhhhh and brother wants also they keep describing it IN FULL DETAIL which is not good. No, not good AT ALL.
Shucks, and I went to buy boxes of cookies and everything while grogery shopping not to mention the bag of nyc's bagel garlic-flavoured bagel crips "baked, not fried" ahahahha shucks ate it in the car and stank the whole car remember not to talk to me within the next two hours or so otherwise, you'd die from the return of garlic breathzzz.
HAHAH okay anyway school tomorrow shucks and math tuition.
Am glad I finished all homework.
OKAY I CONFESS, except the math worksheet which Nigel kindly pointed out to me ):

SEE YOU PRETTIEZ.

Mother's Day + A shitload of quizes (hey! I was bored)

2009-05-02T11:40:00.021+08:00

Sorry lack of photos cos whenever I take them with my phone I can't upload them.
Don't know why computer can't install the device, sucks eh. :(

Okay anyway, went for Mother's Day dinner yesterday one week in advance to beat the crowd. (:
Dinner at Inter-Continental Hotel hmmmm was quite nice!
Food portions were like very tiny though :(
But really delicious oh yay.

Okay so anyway, brought camera out yesterday so yay there's pictures.
Not many though, extremely unglam.
I'm the unglamest person on Earth lah okay >:(

Plenty more in the phone but cannot post O.O
Oh wellllzxc, walked to Iluma after that with cousins.
The building suits bugis real well, its like full of bling bling stuff.
The inside was retro, quite cool, like red metal? Even the pushcarts haha.
But like many shops haven't opened cos the mall is new I guess.
Rode the longest excalator ever - 4 storeys.
Wanted to die okay, am afraid of heights so my legs turned to jelly and cousin kept trying to push my off.
Was like griping the handles so tightly and all and kept screaming and it was so embarrassing everyone turned around to look =x
Isn't that long lah but when look downwards its like FREAKY!! :(

Wanted to go topshop at Bugis Junction but everyone had to leave and it was like 10pm anyway :(

Reading thesuperficial, don't know what's going on with me and celebrity gossip ha ha ha. Anyway, should I like change to livejournal or xanga again or something. Get bored of stuff rather easily :(

Took some personality quiz on fb.

"You have a need for other people to like and admire you, and yet you tend to be critical of yourself. While you have some personality weaknesses you are generally able to compensate for them. You have considerable unused capacity that you have not turned to your advantage. Disciplined and self-controlled on the outside, you tend to be worrisome and insecure on the inside. At times you have serious doubts as to whether you have made the right decision or done the right thing. You prefer a certain amount of change and variety and become dissatisfied when hemmed in by restrictions and limitations. You also pride yourself as an independent thinker; and do not accept others' statements without satisfactory proof. But you have found it unwise to be too frank in revealing yourself to others. At times you are extroverted, affable, and sociable, while at other times you are introverted, wary, and reserved. Some of your aspirations tend to be rather unrealistic."

HAHA and omg I think it's quite true in some ways O.O

And some other what eye colour best suits me : PINK

you're unique and lovable. everyone wants to talk to you, you have your silly blond moments but you just laugh at yourseld and shrug it away. you care about everyone and everything, your gorgeous on the inside and out and you love life. you have a gangster attitude, pout your lips and flaunt it ;]

Haha omg awesome I love pink!

What I'm born to do : best at everything (?!?!?!)

you are the social person who make useful contacts. you introduce important people to influencial people and always reap some sort of reward as a result...but you dont enjoy the spotlight as much. you prefer to stay in the back as there is more room to strech and you like the feeling that you are the one with the power and most of the time that is true... you will do well in almost anyfield you know how to flater without being to obivous and you can make just about anyone like you

Hahahah okay I don't really think so?

Country I should live in: San Francisco

"You have a hippy side to you, and you should be living in San Francisco! You are a very open, accepting person who wants to be around other cultured but laid back people just like you. You also enjoy a temperate climate where it never gets too hot. Come to San Francisco!"

Who I was in my past life: GHANDI

"In your past life you were Ghandi. In this life you continue to have a strong resolve, are steadfast in your beliefs, very patriotic, moral, and caring."

Are you soiled? I'm 19% spoiled. Ha ha ha.

"You are definitely not spoiled. You've worked hard for what you have.
Down to earth and grounded, you don't need a lot to make you happy. "

I should've been named: Kate

"You're surrounded by your girls and you want to get out there and live your life. You keep an eye on your appearence at all times and try not to let yourself go downhill. You're not afraid to introduce yourself to new people but try to make a good impression."

HAhaha hey was realllllllyyyy bored okay sigh its hot and boring here.

I can't wait for the launch of sims 3 wheehee it's 2nd june I think oh boy I can't wait.
OMG I really want it yay. I lost sims 2 oh shucks I really need to find it.

Sims 3!! (L)
I really can't wait hahahahah its like the only computer game I play unlike brother who has all sorts of games red alert 3 blablabla CS and his latest craze fifa 09 etc some with obscene covers HAHA omg I can't waiiiiiiiiiit.

OMG CUTE!!!!!!

Okay anyway. Swine Flu.
The flu epidemic that sent the whole world into frenzy.
A step away from chaos - almost like sars period man.
Sigh it hit Asia so scary!!
But according to msnbc,“It may turn out that H1N1 runs its course like ordinary flus, in which case we will have prepared and we won’t need all these preparations,” Obama said.
Hmmm omg it has a new name H1N1 so cool like bird flu. Can't remember the name though shucks I think swine flu is so scary!!
OMG THE CUTE LITLE PIGS HAVE BROUGHT THIS EPIDEMIC!?!??!?! Sigh =x
I think the news channel is one of the creepiest channels, makes my hair stand and makes me freak out. :(
Sigh sigh sigh sigh it is so scary, the news channels are all talking about h1n1 super freaky okay?!

Lady Gaga can play the piano!!!!! WHOOHOO she's awesome :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=laIr_d0hFB8&feature=related
There's many more ooooo super cool lah kayzxc.
Okay crikey she's the coolest everrrrrrrrr xoxoxoxoxoxox
Her live sounds okay actually s'long as its not during concerts.
And her dressing is so very quirky and her round shades GOOODNEZZZ COOL TTM.

Have nothing to do today so been on the comp forever.
Been youtubing, searching celebrity gossips and everything.
READING ON SWINE FLU whoohoo, I am like so bored gosh.
Okay back to youtube.
I can't find gossip girl season 2 :(

Siyuan is hitting on my friends! O.O

Cute or not her new BEE outfit!!
I prefer the previous one though.
I want the white masquerade mask!! :D

Been on the computer for like 8 hours.
My back is a killer.

That's all anyway.

There's always gonna be another mountain.

2009-05-01T14:32:00.005+08:00

30 Apr 09, 19:57
Eden: Let me tell you who is out. Matt. YAy YAY YAYAYA. Join the club. Me and jing also support Adam.Trala

- Yeah! AWMAN but he really was the worst I thought ): HEEHEE ADAMMMMMMMM.

29 Apr 09, 22:05
Joey: lol. why u sound so high. ahaha

- HAHA I was high!

29 Apr 09, 11:35
kelmond: meow meow. :D

- Woof woof!

28 Apr 09, 21:22
Tanji: Hey Joan! Your cookies damn nice la! I want!!! :D

- Heehee awww thanks! But second batch was ugh.

28 Apr 09, 20:28
Joey: haha. i love ur cookies (:

- Thanks a lot!

28 Apr 09, 19:17
Jiehui: for a lot of people but you must cheerup still lah k PIGU. :D
28 Apr 09, 19:17
Jiehui: Hello - blinksblinks- can i have another cookie? ;D Hahhahaha. (L) you lah k this week is moody week

- Hahah yeah you bet it is!! =x

27 Apr 09, 21:14
kelmond: JIAYOUS :D you can do it :)
27 Apr 09, 14:22
kelmond: hahas :D

- Awwww thanks (:

Sometimes I wonder why you even bother.
And then you keep contradicting your own self and I have no idea what to listen to.

Anyway! AMERICAN IDOL LAST NIGHT.
Natalie Cole sang and some guy with a harmonica.
OMG I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT.
ADAM LAMBERT IN BOTTOM THREE?!?!!?!?!?!
Oh wellll Matt got the boot I feel so sad for him.
At least he got all the way almost to the end. :)
Which is already an amaaaazing feat 8D
Didn't expect Lambert to be in bottom 3 man, caught me by surprise.
The judges gave him raving reviews but America didn't vote for him? :'(
Thought the redhead would be in bottom 3 didn't really like her song that much.
But her voice is strong and real unique, it's cool.
Can't really remember her name though whoopsies.

Mmmm mom bought lovely breakfast for me today.
Not yummy, no delicious, but (yes) lovely.
I mean it is yummy (haven't tried it yet but looks tantalizing) but it's sooooooo adorableee.
She bought those cupcakes with icing overload. With colourful deco and everything omg they were super cute.
And I was telling her to buy some low-fat breakfast but she came home with that ahahahah I LIKE.
Haven't eaten them yet though, they looked too pretty to be eaten :O

Omg was reading Urban today and on the bag page was the model Tanyane somebody somebody from Brazil.
And they wrote down there that she was the one on this month's Female magazine's front page and I didn't believe it so I went to fetch my copy of May's Female Issue and OMG she turns freaking fourteen (alliteration!) in August but she looks wayyyyyy mature for her age. I would've thought she was in her middle twenties?

Take a look!
Credits to sph website.
Hmmm and she did a fashion spread somewhere inside the mag and I was like whoo whoo so scary okay she is so not fourteen?!
And she's like 1.78m GOOD GRIEF I KNOW. SO SCARY RIGHT.

Okay anyway, made it my Labour Day resolution to do EVERY SINGLE BIT of homework and no leaving homework till last minute :)
Okay so did quite some homework in the morning shucks dad went to wake me up at 10 and I was so looking forward to catching up with sleep!! :(
Chinese corrections is MADNESS okay I have to like copy every single sentence THRICE and I got ALL the sentences wrong 'cept for ONE. >:(
SO it's like three pages FULL of corrections.
This' the only homework I think I'll do last minute heh heh heh.
But its quite good a start on my resolution, no? :D

Using the desktop now cos later brother's friend is coming and they'll hog the comp non-stop and I wouldn't be able to use it >:(
Omg ARSENAL LOST TO MAN U 0 - 1 (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
This can't be happening :(
But oh well its by only one point so Arsenal still has chance right?!?!

Really want to upload photos but computer doesn't recognise my phone!! SUCKS ):
Omg somebody just bought a dozen of doughnuts from missy donuts. SHUCKS O.O
I mean I love them but = calories. thousands of them ):

Hahahha okay crappy now see you darlinggggggzxczxczxczxczxczxc.

Yay I found my camera's charger! :D

Ulcer from the braces have surfaced :( Finally.

Your eyes don't lie.

2009-04-30T20:39:00.004+08:00

I did not do my art. :(
And the deadline was today and I didn't really expect Miss Kee to be so strict about it.
Art teacher's away on course (heeheehee) But Miss Kee still wanted us to hand it in :(
Had to rush out the march holidays project in one day okay!!
Not even one day it was a few hours!
Passed it up without even colouring ahahahha oh no shit I think I'm going to fail art again :(
She gave us a good almost half an hour lecture and tried to implement a new punishment - the cleaning up of the classroom.
Well she gave us 2 choices. The first being having to switch off the air-conditioner, the second being, you guess it!, cleaning up the classroom.
Everyone settled for the latter but I seriously would rather have the formal.

I love the morning rains these few days.
Doesn't it make you feel so refreshed and rejuvenated?
Well it does for me :D
Went outside for a breather during class today and I realise that sitting in the air-conditioned room, we all have been missing the really cooling breeze which was so awesome.
Okay I hope more morning rains now on :)
Afternoon and evening rains not really my thing :(
But I really don't like the crackle of thunder and the bolts of lightning.
They freak me out =x

Yesterday's American Idol.
I missed Kris Allen, pity!
Dad says he looks like Brad Pitt O.O
OMG ADAM LAMBERT WAS AMAAAAAAAAAAAAZING.
He was super. Having descended from the stairs with *gasps!* PINK LIGHTS!! And he was like singing his heart out, whoa whoa.
The glasses guy was not bad, he received fab comments too :)
Matt was okay.. A tad bit disappointing with his "My Funny Valentine".
It was good but it was a hard song, Simon Cowell liked it though! It was great lah actually, the amount of effort was commendable but it was a hard song I guess. :)
Still, Adam Lambert will win idol! (I HOPE WITH FINGERS CROSSED)
Oh crikey, the channel 5 adverts are SCARY O.O
Freaking me out.
Was watching part of redthread just now, are they like trying to make it seem very professional and posh nosh? Seems so!

Hmmmm went for math tuition today and Jiehui pangsehed me :(
Took a bus with Tanji heehee.
Oh guess what? Bus rides for me are nightmaric!
Especially on a super jam packed bus.
I just can't keep my balance!
I'll keep falling here and there and losing my balance and staggering here and there oh someone help me :( It's so embarrassing plus all the squeaking I make while I'm losing my balance.
Ninja warriors is mad - sorry off topic but heehee its funny.

Alighted at the bus stop at teacher's house when I saw someone in brown and white unifrom jumping out of his seat and I was like, "that guy is so weird."
AND GUESS WHO THAT "WEIRD GUY" WAS?? Hahahh WHO KNEW it was Siyuan! Goooodnezz me haven't seem him for a million years hahahahah omg it was funny.
Like super coincidence can or not. Didn't get to see his ultra short "bangs" though :((((( Sigh oh well.
Catching up with him currently!
Fell asleep during tuition was DEAD TIRED.
Teacher was nice and let me sleep for awhile (:
And she gave me marshmallows heeheeheeHEE.

Math! A 9/10 for the test super disappointing! Top score is 12/10 which is so doable but guezz whatzz the test was on simultaneous inequalities like the funnest topic ever and I drew all the wrong signs!! >:( Grrrrrrr!
I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I was so sad okay then I realised that life goes on, no? :)
History was okay! AT LEAST I knew all the facts! Amaaaaaziiiing how I just copied out the whole chapter and then I knew everything already it was a miracle.
But forgot to memorize the format for judgement questions, structured essays etc.
Oh welllll hope I did okay =x

P.e. was fun today heehee the challenges whoa.
Mr Chan punished us cos some people were "slacking" and I think I was included? =x
Well but I wasn't slacking, we just lost our way that's all :(

I am so anticipating 10 0'clock = Angmoh Idol results whoohoo!!
Ha!

I'm getting fatter as we speak oh no!
DIET PLAN I NEED YOU TO BE IN ACTION.

:(

I saw you yesterday,
It's been a while
You tried but failed
At holdin' back your smile right then
It's not over yet, i knew, for you

(you see)
I couldn't sleep
I thought of nothin' else
I needed help
Everyone was tellin' me
You were movin' on with someone else
But what we had was so special
People can be jealous, oh
I had to see it for myself

I can see it in your eyes
You feel the same about us as i
There is no way the truth can be disguised
You're still in love with me
You were never really out of love with me
Your eyes don't lie

I know i hurt ya,
I know you are hurtin' still (mmm, yeah)
But i'll make it up to you
Yeah, baby, i will
'cause what we had was so special
You know we can't give it up
Now that i'ma lookin' at you i can see

I can see it in your eyes (your eyes)
You feel the same about us as i
There is no way (there is no way) the truth can be disguised
You're still in love with me
You were never really out of love with me
Your eyes don't lie
And they never will, girl

Oh, now that i know
We were apart but your heart never let go
So thank you for showin' me with one look
What used to be, and still is, a possibility

I can see it in your eyes
You feel the same about us as i
There is no way the truth can be disguised
You're still in love with me
You were never really out of love with me
Your eyes don't lie
Your eyes don't lie

This song really brings a smile to my face hahaha it's so CUTE.

Agyness Deyn is a tigerrrrrrr :) Rah rah rah.

Omg Chanel's website is so noisy :( I want Chanel's PINK 2.55 lambskin clutch!
AWESOME awesome omg its so pretty!

Still reading Bryanboy HAHAHA omg FEROSHAAAAAAAA :D

That's all.

The stars will be blind.

2009-04-29T19:37:00.012+08:00

OMG GUESS WHO.
No!! It ISN'T Michael Jackson.
It's

...

...

RIHANNA!!!!

*GASPS!!!* (I know!!!!!)

(CREDITS DUE TO THE PEOPLE WHO SNAPPED THIS AHEM SHOT)

Oh no... Rihanna in a Balmain jacket which is so MJ's signature perky shoulder style.
And the hair, so very MJ.
My eyes are widening at this very moment (In shock just so you know) and I can't believe it oh no..
I always liked Rihanna but oh well I still like her heehee :)
What happened to her cropped cut? Don't tell me she cropped it off and went for curls :( I will cry!!
Okay found that on bryanboy anyway.

I'm really in the exclamation-mark mood. They should come up with that in livejournal eh. Has a nice ring to it and very very practical.

Hahah omg bryanboy.com is funny ha ha ha.
Marc Jacobs made a bag NAMED AFTER HIM.
"I'm so gay, I sweat glitter." Best.

Ash Stymest omg!!
Ash Stymest omg!!
Ash Stymest omg!!
Ash Stymest omg!!
Ash Stymest omg!!
(HAHA okay shut up I know!)

Dinners these few days have been

...

Exciting.

Hahah yeah I know seriously its exciting :)
Like new dishes finally and cool stuff oh salad oh salad (all part of the fab diet plan :D)
Salad dressing is fattening oh no, but oh well.

Okay a miserable B4 for biology.
Not exactly my ideal mark but there it was, printed on the result slip and I just felt my heart sink right to my (fragrant) feet.
A B4 for biology?!?!?! You got to be kidding me sigh.
With everything else failing and all and this grade shows up I swear there wasn't anything worth living for AT THAT MOMENT.
Till I came home and saw all the real yummy chocolates and candies sitting in the fridge. Life has tons of meaning after all :D

Today was quite dead.
Was like in a daze during d&t.
Kept wrapping our metal frame with newspaper.
Twirling it round and round and round and round (it goes on) and didn't respond to Jiehui till she called my name for like the 5th time.
Cripes, I'm so sorry!
I think the cute little pig we are doing is really adorable!!
Okay maybe scratch the cute cos cute = ugly but adorable right?
But dearest pig isn't ugly no it's super ADORABLE.

Shucks I know I'm starting to crap and all shucks shucks times a billion.
P was horrible during geog oh fairy cupcakes she was a thousand ughs.
Feel asleep through her lesson I seriously don't know what she taught today :(

Math oh no was so sad Mr. Chee did not return our test papers after all.
I seriously can't afford to make any mistakes math is like the only subj you can get 100% in?
Cos its just one answer, its doable and I have to do it.
Okay I'm trying to believe that sentence also lah k.
I HAVE TO DO IT I HAVE TO DO IT.
I just have to chant this like a million times a day right?
And then it'll sink in. (I HOPE)

Studied history today whoohoo history test tomorrow!
If I fail then gg lah.
Suez canal.. The Sepoy Mutiny aka The Mutiny of the 5th Native Light Infantry.. The Industrial Revolution (1750-1850).. Steamships.. The Cape of Good Hope.. World War I.. Central and Allied Powers.. The Ottoman Empire.. The Emden.. And, THE GREAT DEPRESSION.

All this studying has sent me into A great depression.
A slightly varied version from the original.
Okay make that very varied version.
Fine, WORLD-APART version that holds no similarities.

Oh crikey, I think I'm really sod already. (JIEHUI YOU WIN.)

Mmmmm
Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come to those who wait
Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see
Are these the eyes of someone you could love?
'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, now it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself, it's you and no one else

If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Show me that good things come to those who wait

You can - David Archuleta

Hahahah okay math pop quiz was a surprise.. Literally POP.
Did not really know how to do a few questions? Which really sucked but at least now I know which parts I need to work on and buck up.
:) Omg I am so movational! (for myself) ahahha I just need to mean what I say, don't I? :) :) :) :) smiley frenzy I think.

Heard that all geog topics are tested for eoy?
Oh no I'm already starting to feel scared. My hair's standing up already!!

Joey is using my phone for her art!
(Speaking about art.. I haven't done mine.. I'm so dead.)
Back to the point: she's using my phone for art heehee!
Doesn't it feel good when you inspire somebody? Okay maybe in a super indirect way but HA! Quite a funny feeling oh well.

Maid is going home in 6 months time and I'm really sad.
She's family. She taught me how to cook. How to take a bus. How to take the mrt. How to cross the road and look out for cars. She taught me my manners. Canned me when I needed it. Scolded me when I was rude. Listened to my problems. Taught me how to bake and wash up. Taught me how to iron, fold the clothes, set the oven etc. Talked to me whenever I quarrel with my parents and urge me to apologise cos parents are the greatest ever. Remind me to pray every night. Help me shower doggy and feed her. Accompany me to watch american idol, project runway, movies, drama serials at night when no one watches with me. Shares with me her soft drinks and food and kfc. Buys tons of stuff for me. And tons more other stuff and I'll be devastated when she goes :(
She's been staying before my brother was born and he's 12 this year sigh sigh sigh will really miss her tons and everytime she scolded me I'll be really angry with her but now I really think all those little scoldings really made an impact in my life.

I'm sad.

Time to be happy now see you.

Sniff.

P/S. I'm waiting for american idol at 10 omg isn't it so exciting not knowing who's gonna get the boot? WHOOHOO ADAM LAMRBERTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. You are best :) Kris Allen Might be second. Is that how to spell his name shoot.

P/S/S. Sorry couldn't stand the light-greyish font colour so -tada!- here's jet black.

P/S/S/S. Quite afraid about the swine flu going-ons. Seems rather freaky hey? Omg I am so scared for the little piggies! They are so cute (yes this time I mean ugly but adorable) and PINK!!! Oh no bless them all.

Strike Two - I'm out.

2009-04-28T20:40:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry I know I keep posting and all but please, don't mind me please!!
Little angsty teenagers oh noooo tsk tsk WE ALL NEED A GOOD JAB OF HAPPINESS AND SOMEONE PLANT SEEDS OF HAPPINESS INTO OUR VERY (rather temperamental sometimes) HEARTS.
Please refer to Edward Monkton's cute picture of a colourless heart with colourless flowers sprouting out if you don't get what I'm saying which I highly suspect you don't. So check it out k oh boy he is sooooo inspirational.
Never fails to fill me with inspirations, in short, he never fails to inspire me.
Heehee okay don't know why I'm so crappy today. I even sent out smses in Chinese!!
Must be real mad eh :)
I owe my Chinese teacher 23 jian baos and still counting! Tick tick tick.

I finally found out why my chinese is lousy.
When I was in kindergarten, my Chinese was already like that and the lao shi always wanted to speak to my mom and being the mom my mom is, she found all sorts of excuse to avoid seeing my lao shi but one day, she did. (I can still remember okay! We were all sitting solemnly on those teeny plastic woobly chairs.)
Lao shi kept emphasizing on how I should improve my Chinese but my mom said, "who needs to study chinese at that age?"
Those were her exact words kay hahahha no I don't remember it but cos we were discussing about it and that's what she said.
And she quickly added on that she regrets now HAHA.
End of story. The end. Nope, no happy ending.

Mom is the meanest.
Kept tempting me with KFC's tender juicy scrumptious delicious meaty FINGER LICKIN' GOOD drumsticks.
Grrrrrrrrrrrr. Mean. Evil. And she keeps going on about buffets whatsoever.
And then when dinner comes she scoops me a extremely tiny portion of rice.
Wait, tinier than tiny. Teenier than teeny. Smaller than small.
LIKE A RICE PARTICLE/MOLECULE.
Or maybe even atom.
I fail chem by the way.
Back to the topic, see how mean mother is tempting me with all sorts of food not to mention the packet of famous amos' she bought for my brother.
We had a hard time playing tug-o-war with it.
Oh wellllll but after reading those newspaper articles,
I am quite glad I have a mean mom rather than a scary torturous isane heartless mom.
:)

Tired of dad saying that I am mental just cos I try to be environMENTAL.
Mean eh? Oh well meanies heh heh heh P:

Sorry I keep posting like a million times and editing them.
That's cos I post when I'm bored, when I have nothing to do etc.
And those random bits of information and weird cooky (new word of the day: cooky. And no, it does not have to do with the word cook or kitchen or food or hairdryer. No meaning, I'll leave it up to your imagination :D except those 4 words k)
Ya ya ya ya ya mom just freaked me out from what she said I am scared :(

Goodnight you all while I go back to scratching that little irritating scab on my calve. Sheesh.
Useless info once again shucks I am so crappy you should just delete me right out of your daily who's-blog-should-I-read list.
:) TATA LITTLE BEINGS.

Actually...

2009-04-28T17:27:00.003+08:00

The cookies weren't that bad after all :)
Managed to cut them into indentifyable shapes and they tasted great! :D
However, 20/100 on the aesthetics side though :(
Baked the second batch just now it's in the fridge!
Now why they were watery yesterday cos cousin read teaspoon as tablespoon hence almost double of the liquidy stuff.
Tried to make sure nothing went wrong today but I added too much egg white :(
Pft, so much for being careful.
But as I peek into the oven, the cookies seem like little brown puddles oh no!
Hope it's going to be okay..
And a tad bit too much red food colouring in the icing resulted in a dark shade of fuschia, definitely not the pretty light pink I was going for.
Well hope it will turn out ok!

Hand stirred the dough and my arm muscles are hurting like who knows what.
Shucks pain pain pain!

Today was a much better day than yesterday.
Except for Chinese marks 3.5/35.
Oh wow. :( groan.
English test tomorrow. History test on Thursday I think I am going to faint with all the tests.
And I don't get the Suez Canal, the industrial revolution and WWI at all.
Someone enlighten me please. D:

"What happened to your eyes? You look like you're dying."
Thanks a lot yeah. :(

Tuition in half and hours time.
Hope my cookies bake by then ><
Keep your fingers crossed.
For my sake! (and the cookies!)

The 4-letter F word - FAIL

2009-04-27T20:55:00.004+08:00

Creme Brulee - failed.
Shortbread cookies w icing - failed.

Okay I'm not sure about latter but it's currently in the oven right now and they all joined together :(
I'm to blame - was lazy to bake 2 batches so I squeezed everything together sigh.
And the mixture was too sticky so couldn't use cookie cutters which I was so excited to use of.
So rounded, or rather weird-shaped, cookies theyshall be then :(
And I made too much delectable pink icing.
They look so yummy it was so hard to resist slurping up the gooey thick baby pink mixture right out of it's very bowl.
Have no idea what went wrong.
Followed the recipe so closely.
Any closer and I'll go cock-eyed.
And yet it turned too gooey, too sticky. :(
Everything seems to suck today.

School passed pretty quickly mmmm.
Pe tried out the 5 stations and I don't know what happened to my incline pull ups.
Year 2007 - 27 pull ups
Year 2008 - 17 pull ups

...

Year 2009 - <5 pull ups.

Shitty much?
Wait let me answer that for you. VERY SHITTY.
today was such a gloomy day oh gosh never felt any dead-er.
Was like so no mood at all. And it's not only me okay.
Tests all coming up I have no idea what I'm tested and I don't understand a single thing.
PFT.

Icing still waiting for me to apply it on the no-shape cookies. :(
Welllll at least it's pretty pink.
And I stained my shorts with red food-colouring but thank goodness I went to scrub it real quick. :)
And my whole black shirt is now a frosty-White colour with all the flour and all :'(
Plans of making ginger(short)bread man and woman are dashed.
Now instead lies rectangular thingys stuck to each other oh wow oh wow oh wow major failure man :(
Hope it will taste okay at the very least.
Was supposed to be for someone's present sigh!

Oh wait, happy belated birthday Benjamin Eng hahah.
Lazy to make font size larger sorry using phone lazy type out the code.

Fruit juice tycoon is an awesome phone game.
I lost my Sims 2 disc shucks :(((((((((((((((((((((((
Am such an idiot today.

There's someone I need to thank.
Hmmmm thanks for making the effort alright.
The effort of asking me out and I was predicting a super moody outing cos you're such in a bad mood lately it is scary.
But surprisingly you did not show that side of you today.
Could see you were extremely stressed up about the situations lately but thanks for that effort heehee :)

Met Y at shell, there's some not-right going-ons and I think I know what.
Really hope it's not what I think it is.

Hope the icing can harden later on.

I need a lifeline asap.

2009-04-26T19:03:00.012+08:00

TAGZXC!

Jiehui: Hello darlingxxx! :DYou must cheerup too k. (: Hahaha Zac Efron is hot. :D
Hello friend! Thank you so much okay I'll try :) Yes oh boyyyyyy super hot omg I am melting. Zaccccccccc!

kelmond: nice skinnnn joan :)
Um thanks! But quite plain ):

Church today!
Was supposed to take a bus there with brother but mom was kind and picked us up :)
Didn't have lessons in classes but had talk thingy about religions.
Rather interesting I would think.
Went for sermon, didn't sing for choir though cos did not attend last week's.
Sermon was about marriage and commitment etc, hahaha.
Went off to west mall after that cos parents needed to buy groceries and stuff.
Dropped brother off at SCS club cos he had some birthday party to attend. Bowling I think.
And his friend happened to be a gaga fan so we bought him her album.
Was supposed to go to Cafe Cartel (I have been craving for their ribs for the whole week!) but cos we were already at wm so might as well have lunch there eh.
Bought Jean's present finally! :)
Heeheehee then went home lah.
Am supposed to cook up some nice dinner with my ma but was feeling lazy so takeaway I guess.
TIRED TIRED TIRED.

I AM TALKING TO CHLOE ON MSN NOW FIRST TIME TALKING TO HER SINCE SHE LEFT OMG I MISS HER SO AND SHE'S TAKING SPANISH HOW COOL IS THAT AND ROB. PAT. WAS FROM HER SCHOOL HAHAH I THINK IT IS AWESOME YOU KNOWWWWWWWWWWWW. I MISS CHLOE MISS MISS CHLOE MISS CHLOE MISS MISS MISS HER!
Sigh really hope July would fly here.. ):

I know I really look like a clown there but it happened to be one of the few pictures I have with her kay taken during art class ahahha. Okay I really miss her right now makes me think about the past so sentimental, so nostalgic sigh.
AN SMS THERE IS 1 SING DOLLAR. O.O

I have this sinking feeling
Something's weighing me down
I am completely saturated
The waves are crashing closer
My feet already drowned
Doing the thing I said I hated

They've been swimming in the wrong water
Now they're pulling me down
But I am clinging to you, never letting go
'Cos I know that you'll lift me out

Have your way here
Keep me afloat 'cos I know I'll sink without you
Take this ocean of pain that is mine
Throw me a lifeline

Wake up feeling convicted
I know something's not right
Re-acquaint my knees with the carpet
I have to get this out
'Cos it's obstructing you and I
Dry up the seas that keep us parted

'Cos they've been swimming in the wrong waters
And now they're pulling me down
But I am clinging to you, never letting go
'Cos I know that you are gonna pull me out

xoxoxxoxo j

P/S. THIS IS NOSE.
Please tell me she is the cutest :)
Hahah I know she looks sad in the other 3 photos oh well I scrubbed her and fed her and brushed her already still like that :(
Notice her cute shoes!!

I've had better.

2009-04-24T21:54:00.009+08:00

Calm your nerves now
And dont worry
Just breathe
Are you sure now
Don't bother packing
Let's just leave
Said they wanted change
I hope that you remain the same
To show that this is not a game
Let's end this tragedy today

Now take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that i know
How did this night become the enemy
It's over, it's over, it's over

Lay down with me
And let me hold you, baby just breathe
This is ending
We will get through eventually
Said they wanted change
I hope that you remain the same
To show that this is not a game
Let's end this tragedy today

Take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that i know
How did this night become the enemy
It's over, it's over, it's over now

we won't be a part of
we won't be a part of this
we won't be a part of
we won't we won't

Take my hand - The Cab

Definitely not my best week.
This whole week was horrible.
Everyday was so gloomy and I would often find myself staring into space, deep in thought about recent events.
If it's not someone who interrupted, then it's something you have to do, or something else caught your attention.
I never managed to complete that sentence I've been trying to tell you.
Maybe it just isn't important, maybe you had better things to do.
Oh well no point in me trying to say something yet never get heard.
Tired of trying so hard to do something yet you don't care.
And then when I start trying not so hard, I get scolded for smallest things.
It really sucks when you put in so much effort yet see nothing.

Super lousy week I hope things will take a turn for the better.

Shantelle, I really hope that you will cheer up and remember to thank God for what He has given you kay.
Things may seem bleak and all but always remember that everything happens for a reason and things WILL get better.

Jia, don't be stressed and all. Do what you think you'll be able to do. I know it's easier said than done but you'll know what you can take on and what you can't. An amazing opportunity, decide wisely alright? If you really can't handle it all, then don't kay. The schedule is really tight.

Every cloud has a silver lining.
Something I've been trying so hard to believe and I really hope to be able to find this silver lining.

Being able to watch Zac Efron in 17 again was a plus.
He was hot the girls in the theatre were squealing at the mere sight of him.
Well, a girl can dream right?

Feel really invisible right now. Life is terrible at the moment.
Bear with me I'm so sorry if I made your day worse.

Sometimes I'll just have to think about the plus side and not think about the bad side at all.
You just have to forget it all and start a fresh start.
Woke up extremely early and finished all my homework.
Great new start :)
Shopping later with Yiyan.

I NEED TO FEEL BETTER.

Horrifying dream last night, let's hope it doesn't come true.

Tags:

jean: (don't miss me)
24 Apr 09, 22:14
jean: whoohoo toooooddlllessss (don'
24 Apr 09, 22:14
jean: LIKE YOU XD whoohoo see you and MY carebear on monday (i hope you remembered to get it) D:
24 Apr 09, 22:13
jean: forever there :D btw your text box sucks how come only can type so little word tsk tsk so loser,
24 Apr 09, 22:13
jean: hello thankyou i love you manys aww cheer up yehh you can talk to me whenever you want to i'll be
- Thanks LIN FENG JUN I love you too (: Yea something wrong with my tagboard :( AND YES CAREBEAR :D

23 Apr 09, 19:19
Jiehui: tmr darling and you can edit the words limit at cbox.ws lahzxc. (:
23 Apr 09, 19:19
Jiehui: HELLO DARLING. (: CHeerup k. Today is not the best day but tmr will be a better day k. (: See you
- Okay thanks friend :) My cbox is kookoo :(

23 Apr 09, 19:16
kelmond: :(
22 Apr 09, 21:23
kelmond: JOAN-Y :D HAHA. HELLLLLOOOO! :D
- HAHA heyy.

22 Apr 09, 18:57
SHANTELLE: AND THEN IT POSTED SO OHWELL I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY and the word limit is like whoa short much.
22 Apr 09, 18:56
SHANTELLE: ely photoshopped it looks so funny. WHOOPS K YOUR TAGBOARD HAS SERIOUS ISSUES THEY SAID COULDNT POST
- Yes I know was trying out then I saved all by mistake and lost all the originals. ):

22 Apr 09, 16:35
Christina: http://redsports.sg/2009/04/14/vote-cross-country/#comment-36525
22 Apr 09, 16:34
Christina: Please go t this website & vote for ALICIA KHO. Err, please, MUST okay. :X Thanks. http://reds
- Alright :D

21 Apr 09, 21:14
Tanji: Chicken sandwich. Lmaooooo!
- HEEHEE.

You hurt me already now go away but why do you keep appearing!
Sigh it sucks when you don't know what you should feel.
I don't know(!) :(((((((((((

Can't sync phone with itunes.
They keep saying something like you have to reinstall itunes? But I reinstalled it like five times and it still doesn't work :(
And the phone thingy is supposed to auto pop out but it doesnt k suckzxc I'm failing everything shitz.

Do you know how lucky you are.
No wait, you don't.

Not exactly what I'd call an awesome day

2009-04-23T18:29:00.009+08:00

Dissapointed.
Extrememely.

Well I don't know how to say this right
And the world's got me choking
I keep hitting this wall
It's never gonna fall
And we're still broken

This mountain we've been trying to climb
It's never ending
Just can't do nothing, gotta do something
Cause if we'd opened up our eyes,
We're just pretending

Well there's a time for giving up
Didn't wanna have to say it
All we do is build the walls
And now there's too many barriers

Here we are, now you're here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright

Too many locks, too many crimes,
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers,
Just too many barriers

Now we've been draging this whole thing out
But I can't wait any longer
Our love's burning down, creeping in the dawn
We're not getting any stronger
I hear you saying that we're doing OK, but baby I don't think so
Just can't do nothing, gotta do something
Cause if I don't get into my car, I won't go very far

Well there's a time for giving up
Didn't wanna have to say it
All we do is build the walls
And now there's too many barriers

Here we are, now you're here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright

Too many locks, too many crimes,
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers,
Just too many barriers

That we keep running into
Been trying, but we just can't break through
I know I'm gonna keep wishing that was with you
But we just gotta stop

Here we are, now you're here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright

Too many locks, too many crimes,
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers,
Just too many barriers

Please leave me alone.

Chinese - 2/26.
Napfa 2.4 30seconds to an A.

Phone died today and revived whoohoo.
Sorry Jean your present on Monday okay? Love you (:
I'm so so so sorry.

One screwed skin after another I'm so sorry people.
Shucks not sure why but the skins are so disgusting shucks.

At least I have tomorrow and Saturday to look forward to. (:
Shopping and movie! Really need to go out yeahhhhh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIN FENGJUN JEAN!

2009-04-22T21:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE ROY!

Yay I even managed to do qt okay! :)

Did not score well for my math test.
Careless mistakes all the way sigh I really need to be more careful.
Marks are so demoralizing I dare not receive bio and Chinese paper.
Geog marks were totally shitz - just passed.
Like on the dot.
JOAN STUDY HARDER K.

Rushed home after school today but was late home.
Changed and went to Somerset with mom hahaha I didn't buy anything awww.
Took a bus to west mall and the bus was so packed I had to stand all the way :(
Passed by school and Liangzhi and Wayne boarded the bus ahahahah.
The journey was soooooo long almost died.
Met brother at westmall and went to eat at pastamania.
Saw some primary school friend there!
awwww man I miss primary school :(
Bought a new cover for my phone cos my pink one broke shucks the new one's White cos there wasn't pink 'cept some ugly metallic one which was definitely a no way.
Got black at first but it had a defect and there wasn't anymore black so oh welllllll but White is nicer I think, matches the phone.
Bought some stuff over there and dad came and managed to change my bedsheets bought the wrong size and they didn't have the design I wanted shucks so settled for the nicer pink one left hahah very cute okay got carousals one.
But still preferred the other one but oh welllll.
And guess what! I forgot to buy the most important thing - jean's present.
And her birthday is tomorrow shhhhhhhhhhitttttt.
I'm like the worst friend there is on earth righto.
2.4 run tomorrow hope tomorrow will be one of my good days sigh my running is so unpredictable it sucks to be me.
Did not get any homework done today at all cos I just got back.
Hope I'm not backsliding =x

I'm blogging with my phone now which means...
MY PHONE IS ALIVE AMD KICKING!
Shall never take it for granted again and there's no such thing as repair so hope it won't dieeeee on meeeeee ever again.

Weather was and is a killer.
I really need a glass of water. See you sweet!

Forever & Always

2009-04-21T19:10:00.007+08:00

Well everyone can dream right?

Sigh I wish life's like fairy tales.
Nothing ever goes wrong. Or it resolves quickly and everything will be ok and there's be a happy ending.
*Snap*

Okay reality. Sucks a bit.
Wellllllll do you know what it feels like when you found out someone's been using up at an alarming rate what you've been taking forever to save up for?
The feeling sucks okay. :(

Yay I'm bucking up.
Been doing ALL my homework okay and that is a drastic improvement from like doing barely even one piece.
I shall not really look at all the past pieces of homework but I shall start from now :) YAY YAY YAY.
Hope I'll have the discipline to continue this mannnnnnn. :O
Feel bad for mom all she ever wants is just for me to pass and improve even by the teeniest bit she won't mind.
And I feel very lag behind also hmmmmm.
OKAY 'NUFF OF ALL THE STUDY TALKS.

Guess what I think I've been bitten by the environmental bug and speaking of bitten I just bitten by a mosquito like JUST this very second okay maybe last very second.
Fine. Last very few seconds ago.
Today was an okay day I guess average cake was cool they played with it and it was gross ugh ugh like brown lumpy lifeless thingys floating omg YUCK.
The classroom is freeeeezing omg I swear I'm gonna get frostbites on my hands soon like they are sooooo cold I have to sit on them or something and keep moving my legs around if not they'll just drop off.
Exaggerating but not kidding okay heehee.

And Jiehui keeps thinking about saturday's __________!
HAHAH hilarious I tell you pity I don't get to see eh no cameras allowed awman and thanks for buying cellophane friend!
Need to catch up with alot of people, shoooooot.

Looking out of the window, realised the sky is extremely gloomy :(
Ain't good at all sigh makes my mood drop a thousand feet.
Still haven't managed to get my room painted and done up or wallpapered or something.
Most stuff's pink then the wall's blueeeeeeee shuckZXXXXC.

Hot weather makes everyone grumpy I like to talk to my tutor its good and nice to talk about stuff with someone who doesn't really know the exact stuff and everything sigh sigh sigh sigh itchy over here my fingers hurt.

Okay nevermind brain freeze dont know what to type yah kay not even crap or something off the top of my head so maybe laterrrrrrrrrrrr.

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME PHONE THANKS! HAHA.

Two people owe of some stuff huh *WINK WINKKKKKK*

Stomach muscles hurt shucks maybe overstretched it. And the ribs part ouch ouch ouchies ouch. I don't even exercise or anything and it hurts okay maybe thats precisely why it hurts.
Or I'm growing even fatter SHUCKS hope thats not the case.

Airplanes flying above my house emits scary noises.

And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

SHANTELLEEEs: HELLO DARLING! haha shucks i want hey monday songs too kay (: mm and omg that omega photo is complet
21 Apr 09, 20:09
SHANTELLEEEs: HELLO DARLING! haha shucks i want hey monday songs too kay (: mm and omg that omega photo is complet
21 Apr 09, 20:08
SHANTELLEEEs: HELLO DARLING! haha shucks i want hey monday songs too kay (: mm and omg that omega photo is complet

- HAHA I don't understand D: Don't know why my tagboard limit so short? D: Yes will send you when your computer's feeling better :D Heehee and somethign about omega nite photo hahahah.

21 Apr 09, 15:59
SZEYING! :D♥: ♥♥♥

- hey!

19 Apr 09, 23:27
he kai: WHOA, omg. lol. tag board poped up so small then enlarge become so big. haha.

- Haha its the normal size when you don't enlarge. (:

19 Apr 09, 22:00
aaron: dead sea mud spa haha i did before! in israel:D

-OMG ISRAEL is it fun! :)

19 Apr 09, 20:24
kelmond: the weather seriously suckkkk :(

- TOTALLY ):

19 Apr 09, 12:57
Jiehui: Susan Boyle is gooooood. (: Hehehe. :D

- yeah! :D

18 Apr 09, 23:29
Joey: ur post so wordy ):

- Yeah sorry :( :(

18 Apr 09, 21:49
jean: hello :D i love you!!

- I LOVE YOU TOO JEANNNNNN

16 Apr 09, 21:53
kelmond: lol. halo :D

- hey!

14 Apr 09, 22:26
Jia: I'm th socialble one okay? :D

- haha ok!

14 Apr 09, 19:05
Jiehui: Yo joannnn. :D Goodluck fr tmr's GEOG hehehe. ;D Gogogo! :D

- Wellll I owe you a thank you :D

Chiquita Banana.

2009-04-19T16:51:00.005+08:00

If my phone is really dead then I think I'll cry.
Wouldn't trade it for anything else and mom will never buy me another one.

Did not go for choir after church but went to buy pink bedsheets and quilt covers today and I bought the wrong size shucks.
Haven't had meals with my family for months and that's sad right.
So was glad we all managed to go out together today heehee.
And I got a swatch ahhaha quite cute the moustache man caught my eye *wink wink*.
But it doesn't suit my skin tone but oh well eh the watch was cute and we can't have best of both worlds.
Bought Archuleta's album think I've been buying lots of albums recently.
There's a stupid mosquito flying around here sucks.
The weather (AGAIN I KNOW) is killing me sigh sigh sigh.

Okay tata shall try out photoshop cos I still don't know how to use it and continue my research on lifestyles adapted by green individuals shucks love the environment byebyebye people have a nice day ahhaha this is getting random I don't know what to say I know my posts are wordy can't help it sorry my bad.

CLICK ON THE WORD COMMENT TO LEAVE A TAG.

Hahah so many people have been asking me where my tagboard disappeared to.

HEY MONDAY is awesome!! :D
Cousin has this crush on the lead singer person omg omg they're awesome hey hey hey monday (: I like kay.
Paul Potts is extraordinary too goodness imagine the guy who sells you mobile phones can actually sing awesome opera.
Amazing.

Lights out
I found out
My falling star
Goodbye
The sun rises here
There’s no more you and I

Nada

2009-04-18T18:37:00.001+08:00

Oh I did change my skin sigh think it kinda sucks ):
I deleted all my links by accident shit that sucks right.
Okay nevermind, well at least its a change.

Susan Boyle

2009-04-18T16:14:00.017+08:00

My cursor is a pretty banana which peels. :D

Sports day was yesterday :D
Classes ended at 1130 and we were given a whopping TWO hours to go find lunch.
Ate at the kfc at central and thank you Tanji for the mashed potatoes :D
Couldn't really east much so she gave that to me and thanks Jiehui for the few pieces of popcorn chicken ahhaha.
I read may's issue of Female faster than I finish Suiis' chocolate granola bar thing hahahah.
WHY IS THE WEATHER SO HOT RIGHT NOW.
Been noticing that I always talk about the weather hahah sorry can't stand it.
Sweating like nobody's business mannnnnnn :(
Then went to the stadium at clementi 40 minutes early yay.
Watched the events and Ms Kee and Yuen Leng fell during the relay shucks man.
:O
Then THANKS JIEHUI FOR FOLLOWING ME IF NOT I'LL BE SO LONELY.
As in seriously like walking with me all the way to the other bus stop and to go change cos I needed to rush to church thanks k!!
Workshop at church by Evan quite good.
Made me think about all the stuff this week and I think I am a very self-centered person sigh sigh I think I'm becoming a worse person ):
Dinner after that with Shan and had heart-to-heart and it felt great pouring some stuff out but I really didn't know where to start and what to say.
Thanks for sharing with me your stuff too just pray about it and God will make a way yeah?
Stuff that we complain about and find annoying I just realised that sometimes, those stuff are what people have been wishing to have.
Stuff that I really wish to have are what people complain about.
Maybe the grass is always greener on the other side?
Or probably cos we think it's good or something but we have never really experienced it before and good stuff usually comes with some bad points too.
Walked Shan home ahha then walked to kap where dad mom brother were waiting then went to courts at close to 10pm and they were closing soon so we managed to get only bathroom mats. Shucks eh.
And mom bought subway cookies hahahaha.
And guess what mom and brother have been keeping from everybody, they sent doggy for a deap sea mud spa what the fairies even mom and I don't go for some mud spa whatever thing and the mud for doggy was actually shipped from the dead sea okay. Goodness gracious mom keeps spoiling doggy.
And she went to buy some treats which look like baked SHUCKS SUDDENLY I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT'S THE WORD for those real long baked bread from delifrance etc.
But doggy ones were smaller and harder hahaha and she bought ferrero lookalike treats too with the nuts and all and orange sorbet smelling conditioner whoa whoa my dog has a better life than me man!
Gets to sleep in the beanbags and have everything she wants but she's very naughty man D:
And mom pats her to sleep every night in the airconditioned room okay goodness my dog is so spoilt and she gets to go on beds and everything 'cept parents' bed cos dad doesn't like it and hahaha we must whisper when doggy's sleeping cos mom says it'll wake her up goodness gracious I have a spoilt puppy TSK TSK TSK!
Taylor Swift is currently crooning on the speakers and the speakers are spoilt ok.
Dad went to hook up the old old speakers cos he says the new ones aren't good but like one of the old one is spoilt so sound comes from one only and occasionally from both.
Studied and did homework (finally. need to buck up man.) in the morning but still have some leftover and then went to pack my room whoohoo!
Finally cleared shitloads of stuff and now it looks neater heh.
Brother is doing up his room right now hahaha he took the bigger room sigh I kinda regret giving him the room cos my room is so super small enough for a bed a table a wardrobe and two small bookshelves which are not enough.
No space for some cute pink fluffy carpet either hahaha brother's room is blue.
Pink is the awesome way to go ahhahaha yay.
Phone is still dead I am so saddddd like rotting down in my bookshelf really miss the phone and using the internet on it cos I'm lazy to switch the desktop on.
Was reading on green actions taken by green activists and look what I found.

So sad right polar bear no snow D:
Very soon there will be grolar bears.
What the websites call what polar bears will soon be - normal brown grizzly bears + polar bears without snow places = grolar bears.
Sigh with global warming and all the pollution whatnot, the earth's state is worth taking a look at and realising that we should do what we can eh.
Its so sad and the weather is all haywire (im talking about weather again :O )
And animals and plants are dying and I see construction and cutting down of trees everywhere and my heart really goes out to the environment. D:
Sigh okay nevermind, realised weekends aren't really worth looking forward too anymore, weekdays also not really nice or anything.
Movies I need to catch up on are piling up sigh I laze around yesterday there isn't a purpose or goal or something ANYTHING driving me or anything and I feel that I'm wasting time and everything sigh sigh sigh I really need to have something to focus on and I really don't want that to be studies its driving me mad everyone telling me to study hard do my homework and everything quite tired of it worksheets and classes and everything sigh its a chore and bores me.
I mean I know many people out there really wish to have an education and everything I know I'm fortunate compared to many people without schools and everything but seriously don't think I can catch up with everything, everybody becoming geniuses and all-rounded sigh sometimes like there's no point cos standards are rising and everything but can't really catch up with everything so there.

Susan Boyle is amazing.
Despite everything and people laughing and sniggering at her she still carries herself with an amazing amount of confidence and she is really so confident I can't help it but gawk at her.
She has such a powerful voice and really wowed the audience and proved everyone wrong.
"I was expecting something extraordinary and I was right." - Simon Cowell
Gosh he's so witty hhahah he's cool.
Even the other two judges gave her a standing ovation whoa whoa.
The some girl rolled her eyes when Boyle said she wanted to be as famous as Ellen Page omg Boyle got right back at her whoa.
Its the confidence she has that really got me.
It was so brilliant even Cowell was smiling throughout and the female judge person's jaw dropped and everyone was cheering she is truly an inspiration and motivation for many peeps Susan Boyle is amazing.
I mean despite her looks and everything she is able to carry off "I'm 47 but that's only one side of me." So true.
Simon Cowell is awesome I think.
He's stingy with his words and hardly praises anyone and if he does, he'll be subtle about it but you can truly tell he is impressed.
That's what makes his praises so meaningful and sought for and mean the most.

Okay enough of me grumbling complaining moaning wailing blahblah ecetera I need to be contented with what I have and not take things for granted.
Thank you concerned people and all but shucks I think it's just me cos it can't be everything else right? Right.
Okay shall take things slow so byebyebyebye see you all soon :)

Sick and tired of the same skin but I like stuff plain and really plain so I think if I changed it I'll come up with something almost identical so no point right?

My blog has to be the most boring and wordy blog on earth.

And I miss last year!

xoxoxo j

So give us clean hands
Give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
Give us clean hands
Give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
And God let us be
A generation that seeks
That seeks your face
Oh God of Jacob

2009-04-14T16:06:00.003+08:00

Tags.

kelmond: joan arhx :O
Hahaha yeah?

Eden: HEY HEY HEY!!!! :B Edward monkton roxkzxzsjaidjsoajdsa
Yes! HAHAHA super cute right!

tanya: KATY PERRY ROX :)
tanya: got dora ones! hahahaaha. anyway cheer up! your phone might beebooh back to the
tanya: yes the lightning was super scary and i was walking to Bea's S: anyway you got pink bedsheets, and i
Hahah yes it was like boom boom boom ): Hahah dora is so cute and she has this brother or something right. diego or something hahaha dora looks like you! :D Yeah hope my phone with beebooh back to life haha! :D Yeah K. Perry is COOL HEEHEE.

Been really lazy.
Slept from 4pm to 7pm yesterday and all I ever do is sleep sleep sleep.
Tests are all coming up and I have no idea what the topics are all about. ):
Ate tons of food just now and I AM SO FULL NOW.
Ponned cca today heehee have dental later on.
Phone is still dead ): Day hundred and two. ._.
I'm sweating heh and mother says my room is not nice and damp.
She says it feels horrid sleeping there welllllll I think my room is awesome heehee comfy and nice :D
Weather has been extremely unpredictable. Hope there will be no rain later.
Maybe drizzles but please, no thunder or lightning whatnot.

Can't seem to find photos on change sigh sigh sigh projects are driving me nuts and probably up the wall as well.
Jia's school seems cool heeheeheee highly socialble person hahahah.

Okay homework time.
Need to studyyyyyyyyyy hard geog test tomorrow.
I suck nuts at map and water supply blah blah.
Shall keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best tomorrow :)
I'm really afraid for math and bio test results.
Told mother I would study and am studying and she says must improve from last term if not I'm so dead so seeya all and I better get my bum off the chair and start working hard.
Whoohoo :)

Hello braces hahahahahah. Sore ): No good.

2009-04-12T21:39:00.005+08:00

Church today haha woke up quite early but was still almost late!
Wanted to cab to church cos was really scared I would be late but there were no cabs and the bus came so hopped on.
Sat through two sermons ahahha cos choir had to sing omg.
Then went to jia's house to play hotel 626 hahah not scary lah in the end only the suspends and the sound effects. Horrendous ahahhaha.
Pr. Loli's wedding reception was cool.
Shantelle was in major camwhore mode it was freaky.
All she could think about was photos while Sam and I couldn't wait to grab food :D
Camwhored quite abit and as usual, me being the most unglam SO SAD RIGHT.
Forever the most unglam one lah ahahha.
And shan I'm so nice I HELPED YOU TAG PHOTOS :D
Phone is kapoot-ed so no more going online as often ahahha so sad eh.
Photos all up on facebook ahahh :D
Took a bus home afterwards whoa mom just bought me pink bedsheets yay awesome.
The lightning outside is quite scary. :/

Hahahah some of the many photos :D
I REALLY MISS MY PHONE ARGH I LIKE GAGA.
THE MOSQUITOES WONT LEAVE ME ALONE ITS SOHOT RIGHT NOW I WANT TO SLEEP SIGH.
After 4 days of no school I really don't want to go to school tomorrow SIGH.
Oh welllll life has to go on doesn't it?

HAPPY EASTER DAY!

"Not My will, but Yours," He said.
This is our God, the Servant King, He calls us now to follow Him.

Well it certainly is a day for us all to remember!

American Idol ADAM LAMBERT!
Hahha when they show Adam's Family it never fails to crack me up.
Cartoon I used to watched when I was a kiddy.
The girl's name was Wednesday I remember and the mom had tenticle legs thing.

SIGH JIA GOODLUCK TMRW FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL EH YOU ARE A STUDENT AGAIN!

11 Apr 09, 20:26
Joey: wohhh. dead agn? dun be so careless!
- HAHA I didn't drop it again hahah it just died ):

10 Apr 09, 22:46
aaron(: HEY! ITS LADY GAGA hahaha i've never woken up from my sleep like that before
- HAHA Lady Gaga is the bomb hahah cool RIGHT hahahah

9 Apr 09, 21:59
kelmond: take care?
- Thanks!

9 Apr 09, 17:50
Jiehui: Anyway you go save up too manzxc Hahaha then we go shopping spree in june hols HAHAHA. xD
- SET!

We are the crowd
We're c-coming out
Got my flash on it's true
Need that picture of you
It's so magical
We'd be so fantastical

Leather and jeans
Your watch glamorous
Not sure what it means
But this photo of us
It don't have a price
Ready for those flashing lights
'Cause you know that baby I

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

I'll be your girl
Backstage at your show
Velvet ropes and guitars
Yeah cause you'll know
I'm staring between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is burnt
Yellow dance and return
My lashes are dry
But with teardrops I cry
It don't have a price
Loving you is cherry pie
'Cause you know that baby I

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

Real good
(We dance in the studio)
Snap, snapped
(That shit on the radio)

Don't stop boy, rewind
We'll blast it but we'll still have fun!

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

Yay awesome!

Everything seems fine now and I hope it will stay this way! :-D
Doreen asks me to share for parents appreciation night and I am really afraid never done something like this before and I have extrememly bad stage fright please save me if I faint on stage or something.
Omg its like with the podium so scary.
Anyway its three months from now and I will faint down there sigh.

2009-04-10T19:54:00.005+08:00

Gosh dad bought 2 Lady Gaga albums heeheehee I am HAPPY.
One for me; one for Darryl's friend who happens to be Gaga's fan. (:
Gave yf a miss today wasn't feeling too well and I always feel depressed whenever it rains + pms + THE STUPID FLU WHICH CANT GET LOST.

Guess what?
My phone just died today again.
After I dropped it into the toilet bowl, it died ONCE only.
And for soooooo long it didn't die and I thought dropping it into the weewee bowl was probably the best thing I've ever done cos it used to die much more before I dropped it and now its dead again so hello old samsung spare phone.

Heehee been spending my evening reading mag's websites hahah hilarious man katy perry is awesome.

Hahah how cool is that man.
Like the tux/dress and the carousal! Awesome :)
Edward Monkton is my new inspiration! :D
He is like super cool heh heh heh love the killer penguin and his pretty potato (:

His weird quirky phrases and thingys are inspiring while some are admittedly rather stupid yeah.
But it brightens my day! :D
Have like 10000 of his works in my phone heehee.

Inspiring much?
Credits due to various websites and E. Monkton :D

Kay see you! Lady Gaga! :D

2009-04-10T15:25:00.002+08:00

Emptied of His glory, God became a man.
To walk on earth in ridicule and shame.
A Ruler yet a Servant, a Shepherd yet a Lamb.

It's Good Friday, people (:
Easter convention at expo today.
Woke up real early and dad drove Aaron, Shantelle, and I.
Sorethroat and cough still quite bad so couldn't sing properly ):
Kept going off and sounding weird and was coughing half the time.
Sermon was quite good but I was really tired and dozed off for the beginning part till Shantelle pinched me.
It worked like a dream, extremely effective (:
Went straight after that to buy the crust I need for my cheesecake heehee baked another 2!
Extremely fattening please :O
Had relative lunch and dinner thing adults having some movie marathon!
:D okay I really have thousands of movie to catch up with sighhhh I feel very behind.
Kay see ya I think the samsung phone is the coolest ever (:
Really pretty, really nice to use :D

^{All I want is a happy family ):}

2009-04-09T14:41:00.002+08:00

E-learning worksheets are horrible :(
The weather is still killing me and watching the two of you makes me feel disgusted and invisible.

Choir at expo later and I seriously need to get a black blouse :(
Kay toodles I shall continue my history worksheet.
Source A: The Great Depression
Source B: The Economic Crisis, 2009

I'm feeling depressed already D:

2009-04-09T11:20:00.003+08:00

E-learning is horrible.
Taylor swift is actually quite ugh without makeup. ):
The weather is terrible.
Could this day get any worse?

Tag replies anyway.

8 Apr 09, 18:49
Jiehui: Cheerup k! :D Get well soon darlingxxxxx. (:
8 Apr 09, 18:49
Jiehui: Haha hello love. (: Cheerup you ass. open your mouth and dont close it heehee. =x Love you babe. (L)
- Hahaha thanks dear :D Mouth is feeling much better today yay! Love you too lah :D

7 Apr 09, 21:52
kelmond: lol.
- Hahah hello.

7 Apr 09, 20:57
Lisa: get well soon joan!!! then we can chat in the morning :D
- Hahah thanks! You weren't in the parade square on the day I came to school ):

7 Apr 09, 19:05
benita: Get well soon! I think I passed it ot you. Hahaha.
- Hahah awwwman thanks!

6 Apr 09, 22:47
taymin: :D
6 Apr 09, 22:46
taymin: HEYHO JOANNN:DD
- Hey TAYMIN :D

6 Apr 09, 21:29
Joey: get well soon. take good care if urself kays,
6 Apr 09, 21:28
Joey: theres no pe tis week? haha
- Oh right no pe heehee. Then can skip cca though xD Hahah thank you so much!

6 Apr 09, 16:56
cheaptoyz: interest in disney toys? look for presents? visit us now. http://cheapest-toy-eva.blogspot.com
- O.O haha how come here got advertorial one.

5 Apr 09, 23:07
Melissa: Jie, link me. <3 :D Cheer up!
- Thanks!

5 Apr 09, 22:43
kelmond: anqi from gb? i thought from arts?
- Yeah she from art hahah

5 Apr 09, 18:18
tanya: as those elf's have :)
5 Apr 09, 18:18
tanya: ms ong, cheer up alright! i'll lend you my ears if you need them, though they aren't as long..
- Awww thanks so much Tan Yalee! :D

5 Apr 09, 01:02
aaron(: cheer up joanpeepee rmb love overcomes all obstacles:D
- HAHA okay got that :D

4 Apr 09, 22:49
kevin di(;: next time i see u i say hi u don chua tio ah...
4 Apr 09, 22:49
kevin di(;: is the ANQI from GB? she my pri sch fren ehh. LOL. anqi shoo,don come n snatch my jiejie :X lol.
- Hahah she's from art lah. HAHAH.

2 Apr 09, 22:16
kelmond: ohman, chloe leaving so fast..
- Yeah D:

2 Apr 09, 20:56
samantha: 's a stain on their skirt and they better go to the toilet to check HAHAHA
2 Apr 09, 20:56
samantha: hi joan. we almost went around telling our juniors that there
- HAHA so mean. Why almost hahah why never do O:

Been eating cheesecake everyday oh no. = fatsssssss.
Goodbye folks, back to elearning ):
Which takes forever to load then doesn't load.

2009-04-08T20:58:00.002+08:00

I swear my molar chipped :O
It's freaking pain mannnnnn, and I can't clench my teeth properly!
I can't even smile man ):
Hurts like oohlahlahh very pain lah k(!) )':

Went to school today but didn't go for cca - I got mc heehee.
Jiehui ah, same time fall sick as me HEEHEE.
and we have pink pills! (:
First day of school without Chloe sitting behind me ):
Chloe, school without you seems quite different ):
No one to turn behind to talk to, no one to pass me extra worksheets, no one to tell me lame jokes, no one to not do homewok with, no one to camwhore with during art )':
You were like the first person to come up to me and say hi at the locker.
And we used to be quite close, sharing secrets and your ahem ahems.
And pictures xD
Then no one knows the reason why you joined netball in the first place (:
I mean besides the reason that you love netball teehee :D
And in the end it wasn't -ahem ahem- eh?! :D
Omg miss crapping with you so much and testing out all my pick-up lines on you!
And like last year, I saw something I shouldn't.
And it made me really sad and sorry it was my fault. ):
That made me realize what I've done and I hope I did change.
Recesses were usually me, you and joey awman and we would eat laksa everyday and we would eat two meals :D
Well, you're like the sister I never had. (:
You're similar to me, we dropped both our phones in the toilet bowl heehee genius.
Fbt queen man, so sad it's too cold there to wear your favourite maroon pair.
Life is different where you're at now and I'll laugh at you if you come home with an accent (:
July seems so long to come!
Now's a time I really wish time would fly.
You said you feel foreign over there and weird.
All of us are just a phonecall away you know!!
We'll miss the chalets you always book and your cute little chicks wallet (:
You're like the most generous friend I've ever met, and one of the most caring.
I still remember you said, "that's what friends would do."
But I think only you would do such a thing (:
Heehee I still keep that big red flower with me! :D
The card you gave me during valentines really really touched me.
Hope you'll enjoy yourself there for the next 4 years plus to come and make awesome friends there! :D
Lucky you, a train ride away from Paris.
And there's thousands of topshop and h&m, buy something for us! :D
Remember our package deal eh :-)
Will be looking forward to it!
I REALLY MISS YOU WILL YOU JUST COME BACK QUICKLY?
At first it seemed like a dream. The next thing I knew, reality crashed in and I was so sad.
Hope you like the card and all the best you monkey (:
LOVE YA XOXOXO.

Mouth is sore. E-learning tomorrow.
Byebye I want to go cotton on (: stuff there are cheap now heehee I need shopping!
JIEHUIIIIIII YOU SHOPPING KAKI NO MONEY LAH TEEHEE.
Was nice to be back in class today!
And I saw wanying and ollie at lot 1 hahah mom and I were talking about how convenient it would be if we lived next to an mrt station.
Toodles (I'm sweating D:) :D
Save the earth peopleeeeee!

2009-04-07T21:27:00.003+08:00

Heeeheee I didn't go to school today again (:
And apparantly, jiehui is sick too haha 2 days mc you bettergo to school tomorrow girl :)
I studied today yessssss! :D
Finally. Managed to learn like the 50 Cheng Yus which are supposed to be tested today but I still studied oh well.
Feel rather accomplished (: math test tomorrow omg I don't like changing subjects ):
Not being able to grasp that concept makes me feel rather lousy and incompetent.
Okay need to buck up in math!
Haven't print the D&T work due ten years ago sheesh.
Manages to bake a cheesecake today yay :D
Thought it would be a failure firstly cos I didn't have sugar and had to use brown sugar.
And the mixture was too thick/sticky for the electric mixture so I had to manually use the whisk to whisk it ):
Was tiring. :O
And thirdly, I kinda burnt the top =x
But it tastes yummmmmmy! :D YAY.
though looks are horrible, the taste is awesome (:
Yay successful (:

Mother came home late!
So I was like an hour late foe my dental appointment.
Gah, the green playdoughish thing they put in my mouth to make the mould was horrible D:
When they pulled it out, felt as if all my teeth were getting pulled out along with it ):
And dentist went to take pictures haha I am so not good at pictures.
Can't look natural hahahah.
Had to stretch my mouth with the plastic things.
Ugh, not good :X
Then he jammed in some purple plastic separators in between my molars and now my mouth is sore!
D: separators are horrible okay.
Mouth has an ulcer and lips are very dry.
The connectors don't help at all, makes my mouth sore ):
Now I can't eat properly so sad eh ):
And sorethroat gah )));
Think I'm going school tomorrow heh.
Feel much much better today yay!
Nose isn't leaking as much -drip drip drip-.
And then Thursday and Friday there's no school :)
Wonderful :D
But I don't know how to French my hair and it's a school rule now sigh.
How?? :O

Mouth is ultra sore I need to get a black blouse shucks.
I WANT MY SHUT EYE SOON BYEBYE WONDERFULS.

2009-04-06T19:38:00.002+08:00

hellooooooooz people. (:

Heehee lady gaga is the beeeeeest.
Brother went out to get some albums and I told him to get lady gaga's but he got taylor swift O.O
I think brother is quite a ts fan.
Lady gaga's album was sold out );
Heehee she topped the singles chart teeheehee lady gaga ftw(;

Thank you people for asking me to get well soon (;
Well I hope so too! Sucks having to sound like some just wake up person.
And my voice keeps cracking HAHA.
Went to see a doctor in the morn and she gave me some PINK!!! tablets and some yellow antibiotics and a big bottle of the usual black cough syrup with the conflicting taste.
Tastes sweet then bitter. HMMMM.
Came home at about 1 and slept till 230 and then went for math tuition and then came home around 430 And slept all the way till 730.
Today is officially Joan's sleeping day xD
Heehee I get to skip physical education for this week (:
However, mc was for today only. Shucksssss.
Love staying at home, makes it feel as if it's a weekend. Holiday maybe.

Watched shopoholic yesterday.
It was quite cooooool :D :D

I really hope to be ok soon cos I can't taste anything now which sucks.
Can't even small anything even if I press it against my nose.
And being the glutton I am, it sucks not tasting good food.
Hence I've lost appetite in food heehee not part of my diet plan ok.
Byebye taylor swift is calling me for dinner :)

2009-04-06T08:38:00.002+08:00

I get to sleep in today yay :D
Badly need to catch up on my sleeeeep.
I'm sick and I think it's the flu bug that's been passing round my class or something.
Oh well thanks for the many concerns people (:
I'm sure yi yan will miss me much during bio.
My throat is pretty sore but I don't have a sexy voice ):
Mine sounds as if I just woke up. ):
Sad ehhhhhhh.
Heehee have fun in school peeps while I jump back into my bed.
Ta ta!

2009-04-05T15:57:00.004+08:00

thanks for coming back for me.

And then again, am I that insignificant?
I cannot comprehand.
Just when I thought maybe it was gonna be alright,
You proved me wrong.
What's broken cannot be restored to what it originally was.

And someone is super self-centered.
Thinking about yourself all day long.
People have their own problems too.
Not just you okay.

I'm turning into such a dipshit.
Well I'm sorry about everything but I don't I can stop being one soon.

And I'm falling sick.
Great. Is this week like tear-Joan-down week.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYYE!

2009-04-04T23:27:00.004+08:00

Today came home at about almost eleven and I thought wow isn't it great to be home sweet home?
Guess I was wrong afterall.
It hasn't happened before and now that it has, I'm wondering whether if it's my fault.
For so many years you threatened but it didn't happen cos I stopped it.
And today I wasn't there. And now I really don't know what to do.
How could you do this?
You don't spare any thought for the people who are concerned for you.
And now I can't sleep. Damn.
Should have skipped choir and supper. Maybe it would help everything.
Shit I really hope I'm dreaming, but the pinches hurt.

Realized there wasn't anyone I could really call and talk to about what just happened.
Only Shan. Thanks Shan for picking up my call k. And being concerned.
Sigh I'm sorry called you so late at night to hear me crying over the phone.
You're really awesome.

And now the other people act like they don't care.
But I know they do. I'm just freaking angry they didn't try to stop it or at least act more worried or try to do something.
Why must this happen ):

Please Lord. Please.

I'm really worried. Hope it'll be alright.

2009-04-04T00:49:00.003+08:00

It's 12.50am now and I just came back D:
Chloe left and we all cried.
I really miss her ):
I can't imagine what school will be like without her.
She made an impact on so many people.
She's awesome. (:

When people find new people I become invisible and chucked and it's not really nice and I don't like then how.

Jean came to sleepover and I am real tired.
We both are so byebye for now (-:

2009-04-02T23:13:00.001+08:00

reality just came crashing in

2009-04-02T17:17:00.003+08:00

Ooh yum I love yoghurt. (and ladybirds)
Yoghurt reminds me of Alicia ;D

I'm so proud of myself. I mean was.
Managed to finish D&T homework before the deadline which is today and you know what?
I forgot to print it out to hand up :( :(
Lesson learnt: Dont leave stuff to the last minute yup.

Rushed so many things yesterday and conked out while watching Martian Child.
It was a weird show though hahahah.
And I kept dozzing off during chinese class today.
Head kept falling towards my textbook and thank you Qin Yin for the mint!
Then mom picked me up to go for tuition and now in dead beat.
Class tests are all coming up and I really have no idea what I've learnt so far this year.
I HAVE TO CATCH UP(!)

This weekend is going to be oh so busy I really can't wait for it to be over D:

I think buffing my nails is addictive OH GAH IM SO TIRED.
sorry just felt this wave of fatigue.
Sorry Jia for waking you up in the midst of your exciting dream.

I think I'm getting far too negative.
And I don't like people who freeload off me it sucks you know.
And there are three thousand instances. >:(
A bit angry yeahhhhh and I don't know why I just get soooo annoyed easily and that in turn makes me annoying so I'm damn sorry.
And I keep moodswinging awwww crap.

Today I need to concentrate on one thing and one thing only - Chloe's farewell gift.
She's leaving tomorrow shit DAMN SAD!! :(
Tomorrow gonna send her off to the airport shit I think I'm gonna cry :'(

One sentence and it really made me wonder why on earth am I here.
To you maybe it was just a passing remark. Damn hurtful kayz.

And I hate putting up all this act kay. It's like we know we have a problem.
But we just pretend it isn't there. Wth.
I shouldn't be so negative.
SMILE JOAN.

2009-04-01T22:41:00.002+08:00

Hysterical is the new calm.

I hate the things you add into our lives.
You said.

Maybe I am that annoying and useless afterall.
After all I've tried, my efforts deemed useless.
Thanks alot yeah.

2009-04-01T19:17:00.002+08:00

Hello people :D
I'm currently downing one thousand Famous Amos'!
Thank goodness salad's on tonight's dinner menu :)

Anyway!
Happy April Fools!
:D
Hahahah I got pranked by Aaron! O.O
Was in the middle of D&T class and I saw the message and it was beyond funny :)
Yay smart Joan didn't fall for it :D
Wanted to play along but couldn't in the end heeheehee xD
I haven't got pranked by anyone (besides my silly brother) for ages O.O
SAD RIGHT.
Not that I'm asking you all to prank me or anything but hahahah quite funny lah :D :D

I have a million things to do today and it's already 7.30pm.
1) Finish tossing the salad
2) Set the table
3) Have dinner
4) Finish cookies and muffins and cheesecake
5) Make something for Chloe
6) Do D&T homework
7) Watch Martian child
8) Return video-ez videos by midnight

Sigh so many things! ):
Made a pair of keys for myself like finally.
Got tired of having to wait outside the house for hours like some silly kiddy.
And guess what? THE KEYS DONT WORK :(
Extremely sad pleaseeeee D:

Okay ta ta shall go toss some salad wheehee.

2009-03-31T21:25:00.003+08:00

Dad is awesome.
For lending him my spare phone whilst his phone was sent for repair,
He bought me a big bag of freshly-bake Famous Amos cookies :D
Though wasn't the flavour I like most, it's awesome just the same yay :)
But cookies = fatssssss.
And it's at night now and if I don't finish the bag, it'll be soggy tmrw so sad eh.
Brother doesn't want to eat so I guess I'll have to go solo and finish the bag by myself.
Whoohoo the aunty show is hilarious(!)
I'm busy busy fuzzy wuzzy shuuuuuuucks righto?

I NEED TO TAKE A BREAK.
:)

2009-03-31T18:41:00.004+08:00

kelmond: i feel dam sick :(
- Awwwman get well soon alright! CHEER UP :D

28 Mar 09, 12:17
Jiehui: * Hugs you * Cheer up J JB O! (L) you k! (: Cheerupppppppppppp. (:
- I LOVE YOU TOO GARLIC BREAD QUEENIE, :D

28 Mar 09, 03:00
Ryan: pei hwa derh.
- Oh OMG HELLO!!

27 Mar 09, 22:27
jiayun: you actually have a favourite pair of socks! xD haha arent all yr socks white and look-alike xD
- HAHAHAH ITS MY FAVVVV ):

26 Mar 09, 21:40
Kailin(S): whoops. sorry.
26 Mar 09, 21:40
Kailin(S): Heys ;D long time no see yeah. haha. oh btw relink thks ;D
- Okay! :D

26 Mar 09, 21:39
J: Haha what! Gayqueen is cool right right right!? :D
- Heehee! Yeah quite :D

26 Mar 09, 21:17
kelmond: come on, cheer up, the world isnt over :) there are better things what you to think of, :)
- Thanks!

Yay strike one off my to-do list :D
I managed to bake my muffins today!
Yummmmm, Cranberry Orange Muffins.
And there're a success :D:D
Really happy cos its the first time I tried my hand at mnuffins.
First batch looked quite pale and sickly and they aren't sweet.
Second batch looked extremely brown but really sweet and tasty :D
Conclusion: First batch looks nicer but second batch is tastier. :D
Mother prefers the first batch though cos she doesnt like things to be sweet-ish.

Went to Phoonhuat yesterday to get baking stuff (Strike 2 off the list!)
Took quite awhile to find the correct block and spent 40+$ there.
Yay can't wait to bake those cute little biscuits heeheehee.
Unfortunately, I'm only free on Tuesday which is like today so my cute biscuits has gotta wait till next week I guess.
Yay and I managed to get the wire whisk so no more yucky lumpy jello pudding! :D
I have so many things to do in so little time(!) Pft.

To-do:
~~Bake muffins~~
Bake cute little biscuits
~~Buy baking materials~~
Get rid of disgusting choc jello
Finish up the cheesecake
Buy ingredients for creme brulee and lemon cheesecake
Bake some gingerbread men and women
Find my blue and black pens
Go get more pens
Art homework
Math homework
Chinese homework
Confucius ethics homework
Go ikea and get that thingy
Go running
Do revision!!!

And those are at the top of my head and there are others but I can't remember shucks.
Saturday is going to be a busy day not really looking forward.
Dental on Friday I think(?) It's gonna be rush rush rush sighhhhz.

Jiehui is queen of garlic bread and I love her :D

CHICKRILLAZ FTW!!

I am super duper tired please.
Limin said I look like a frog. -.-
Life is rather sad at the moment and fats are pilling up,
crap ))))':
Can't view youtube videos cos dont have the latest adobe flash blabla which I don't know why I can't download and I downloaded java already its supposed to work but it isn't ):
Internet explorer keeps opening one million tabs and safari can't view mails.
I love firefox thank God for it and I feel so lazy and piggish com sleep eat the whole day its killing me I need discipline and do some work and revise or something.

2009-03-30T15:27:00.001+08:00

I got my haircut on Saturday ):
Nat W. says it looks as if the fan chopped it off.
Michelle says I look like a coconut head.
Shantelle says she laughs whenever she looks my way.
Joanne agrees to take a photo with me cos she says no one can't look uglier than me in the photos.
My brother says I look like the botak Natalie Portman in V for Vendetta.
Joanne went to cut bangs cos she says the results cannot be worse than mine.
Brother says if he drilled my face it would be an improvement.
Ha. Ha. Ha.

Yiyan agrees that I look like a guy.
Jean, Lisa, Jiehui keeps laughing at me ):

SO SAD RIGHT!

Oh wellllll have to wait min. two weeks before it grows back to an acceptable length and flops down.
Right now it's popping up: two finger spacings between my fringe and my forehead.
Sheeeesh.

Last night slept at 1+ and miraculously, wasn't tired today :D
Didn't go sport heats today though, want to do tons of stuff :D

Bake orange cranberry walnut muffins.
Think of what to get for Tanji.
Do Chloe's farewell gift.
Buy baking stuff.
Think of how to get rid of the chocolate jello I tried to made which failed badly.

And that's part of the list. D: Gah.
Thanks goodness the streak of march birthday people has ended.
Chloe is leaving the Friday and I am damn sad k.
We spent some time talking about stuff and it never cease to amaze me how fast time flies.
Like the bullet train. Like the jet plane. Like the rocket. Whatever.
She was the first person to take the initiative and come up to me and say hi.
And I was super antisocial then, even more than now.
Awwwwman so niceeeee right Chloe my dearest Ali :D

Can't remember what else to blog about.
Yakult is refreshing and cafe cartel's st louis ribs ftw :D
Clodhoppers + milo bars + creme brûlée + chocolate pudding + chocolate mousse + muffins = FATS.
oh great.

2009-03-27T22:51:00.002+08:00

Emotional shit.
I just can't stand it yeah.
The words left unsaid are the ones with the most damage.
The ones that hang in the air are the ones which would impact most.

I need a good cry.

2009-03-26T21:12:00.002+08:00

History today was real fun :D
Miss K. kept talking about the different toilets in different countries.
And Chinese lesson Mr S. took us to the library and guys kept talking kinky stuff sheeshhhh hahah.
Miss L. took away my socks today and made me throw them away ):
They were my favourite pair okay D:
And she took a picture of me cos my bangs were too long and she wants to capture it as the 'don'ts'.
Pft yeahhhhh ): Plus I have a big bug bite high looks like a ginormous pulsating pimple alright.
Thank goodness subside a little already yup.

Had math tuition and managed to walk home before it rained yay.
:D
I was really doozy today. Was quite confused over formulae and stuff sigh.
I think i'm backsliding tons in homework and revision and everything. ):
I need motivation to do work (!!) O.O

Sigh am watching teevee now.
Web messenger on my phone is undergoing upgrading blahs.
So am not online currently.
Dad's phone has broken down and he has to use my spare phone.
Hope that my phone wouldn't break down anymore D;
Then I wouldn't have any phone yeah. ):
I miss keypads heeheeehee!

Tried the new comp today.
It was okay but I can't read my mail on safari I don't know why but it works on I.E.
Photoshop is finally installed but I don't know how to use it haha.
Need to transfer my itunes sigh!
That'll take ages ): lazy!
The screen is huge, takes longer than usual to get the mouse arrow from one end to the other O.O
But quite cool lah (: certainly beats using the phone's minute screen!

I seriously think I need a haircut too :/
Bangs are poking my eyes ehehehheh annoying!!
Haircut soon. Shucks should have cut with mother at the hairdressers last weekend ):

Dad and momsy laughed at me when I told them (tearfully!) that my favourite pair of socks were thrown ):
How evil!
Brother laughed non-stop. Tsk! Very upsetting ):
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
Had an awesome dinner. HPA1 sauce ftw!
Until mother spilled the whole cup of wine -sploosh!- all over the table and on brother's and father's White shirts.
Awwww purple shirts for you people hey (:
Heehee I'm so lucky! Was wearing uniform and it didn't spill at all on me :))
We had potatoes soaked in wine yum yum yeah.
Doggy licked the wine from the ground. Tskkkk.
Reminds me of Tin Tin's dog, Snowy (:

Show is getting soppy.
Goodbye sweeties (:
Joan Jellybelly lives you all :D

Jellybelly's the new middlename :D
Shantelle has a middle-name fetish. Kuckoo already awman :D
Her's O' Reily I think haha SOS!
okay seriously bye already ah (:

2009-03-25T22:04:00.001+08:00

Omg father has set up the new computer and the screen is too big for comfort.
It's gigantic shuckssssss D:

2009-03-25T18:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY!!

Whoa, time really flies eh.
Been more than one year since I knew you and you're really awesome (:D) you know that?
Thanks okayyyyyy for being a fab fab friend :DD
And glad you like the present that we all chipped in (:

Though I don't believe in horoscopes, today's horoscope was rather meaningful:
If you can stand an unproductive day, you should be just fine right now. It is a great time for you to deal with people as they really are, not as you want them to be.
taken from the straits times.
Rather true. I've been having tens of thousands of unproductive days.
Tuition tmrw and haven't got work done. Shiiiit. D:
And I guess I can't expect people to be who I want them to be.
Like I always said that I cant alter my behaviours to suit someone and likewise,
I shouldn't expect people to do that either.
Hmmmmm.

Today's lessons were okay I guess.
I kept falling asleep again shucks.
It's highly embarrassing esp when my head keeps falling frontward/backward.
And the classroom is freeeeezing! Like so cold I spend half the time (wait, make that three quater) of the time worrying whether or not my limbs would drop off due to frost bite/hypothemia.
Mdm. Poon is forever claiming that it's too hot for her liking but it's so cold.
Maybe cos where I sit is cooler(?)
Had the first D&T lesson today.
Haha was quite okay, slightly boring however.
The orange+chopsticks lantern was cute!!
Even had spikey cones sticking out O.O

Cca today was shiok :D
Normal parades already whoohoo, how awesome.
Until some stupid arse spoiled my bestie's day.
Freaking angry at her alright, how could she do that mannnnnn.
On purpose one please and I don't care if she was joking or not but spare a thought about how others are feeling!
Damn shit. Damn mean.
Well congratulations, you have just been officially promoted to pulic enemy number 1.
Like everyone's quite pissed.

Went to video ez and borrowed moovies.
Sorry bestie, that's why I haven't called yet - detoured.
And my brother is hogging the phone.
If he's not hogging the phone, he's hogging the computer.
Or both. Sucks lah ok I have to resort to using phone's internet which is horrible ):

And I think most stuffs are back to normal.
Hope it'll remain this way (:

I (L) clodhoppers. Milo bars are quite cool too.
I'm really in the mood for baking muffins. Pity I don't have the tray ):
Making jello would have to do.
Yup see ya I want to go pat doggy and read the papers (:
Ta ta lovelies!!

2009-03-24T15:46:00.006+08:00

I still cannot get used to waking up early and washing up in 10 minutes :/
Always me who causes the family to be late, sigh.
And when I came home today I slept from 4-7pm = wasted.
3 hours can be used to clear homework but I didn't ):
Arghhhhh kay this sucks another day goes by in which I didn't get work done I seriously must start.
However I do feel the need to catch up with sleep but MY PILE OF HOMEWORK UNDONE IS GETTING CRAZZZYYY.

Today was a better day for me than yesterday whoohoo :D
And I failed Confucius ethics. Scored a mere 7 marks upon 35.
I know, really lousy right D:
Health checkup was today hahaha one and a half hours of free period which I used trying to take pictures of Chloe.
She's leaving next Friday and I will really really miss her :(
No one to get punished with anymore D:

Alicia is the cutest being on earth starting today.
Haha very fun to take pictures of her/ask her to take pictures of you.
Doesn't count 1, 2, 3, she justs randomly snaps "more original what" she says.
She went to acjc for drama stuff and jiehui was asking her if it was nice there and she was like, it's okay lah but it's too rainy and like omg it was rainy almost everywhere O.O
Heehee she's so adorable and the best thing is that she doesn't know she is. Really innocent. Really funny/cute (;
I really miss sitting behind her! :/ was extremely fun and she'll pester you to play her games.
HAHAHA she says she's gettig fat and lovin' it(!) O.O

There was a talk today was I found very relevant.
Sigh I think I have a split personality. Probably like Dr. Jekyll.
Quite freaky actually hmmmmm SUCKS :-/
the speaker was really funny ha ha ha okay random(!)
I AM BORED & SLEEPY.
"You can't change what happens to you but you can change your attitude towards them." -Anon.
"Feelings are much like waves, we can't stop them from coming but we can choose which one to surf." -Jonathan Mårtensson

Bug bites are as horrible as ever D:
And I felt quite sad when I was that.
know I shouldn't be feeling this way but arghhhhhhh.

Okay anyway I HAVE TO STUDY AND STUDY.
NEED TO IMPROVE BADLY my work attitude is the shitz I tell you ):
"Do or do not. There is no try." -Yoda
(Yes the cute adorable little wrinkly green guy)
LOVE YODA :D

Oh and,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, YUWAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYUN!

Like, the whole world's birthdays are held in March O.O
Haven't got any time to buy presents ):
Not enough moolah alsooooo. Sheesh.

The phone keeps ringing whole day long and whenever I pick up its: Hello can I speak to Darryl.
Standard sentence. Always addressed to my brother.
I wonder why I even bother answering the phone.
Oh wait, it's because the ringing is so shrill and annoying.
Brother talks on the phone for hours and hours and I thought guys his age don't do that O.O

Okay happy birthday luv ya people g'day (:

2009-03-23T18:44:00.003+08:00

School wasn't as bad as I anticipated.
However, I had a hard time staying awake during classes.
Wasn't really myself today after whatever that happened.
Sorry Jiehui D: Was moody yah.
Well, I sort of feel guilty for my outburst but whatever I said was true anyhow.
I feel guilty about my reaction.
I do admit that when I'm angry, I will get really angry one.
Maybe my reaction is too much(?) D:
Sigh whatever lah k.
We're both equally stubborn but I do apologize for what I did wrong but you will never admit.
Oh well nothing I can do right.

Project work was quite fun.

Guess what's worse than a pimple outbreak?
A bed-bug's bites outbreak :(

My poor face has like red splotches everywhere.
When I woke up yesterday there were two right next to each other.
Applied some aloe vera thing and it was okay.
That was yesterday.
Today, two more popped up and were red as ever :(
And the previous 2 became even redder shucks.
I think they're bedbug bites cos that's what 9 out of 10 people said it was.
Ewwww I clean my bed okay!!
Can't imgaine little creepy microscopic things crawling about on my comfy pink bed(!!)
GET LOST YOU BUGS. Go pick on someone (or something) your own size!!
Shucks the bites are really really red :((((
And they are expanding in size as we speak. *gasps!!*

Today was extremely embarrassing.
Came home and felt extremely beat so I took a nap safetly snuggled under my pink duvet.
And before I knew it someone was tapping my head and -horror of horrors- it was my tuition teacher.
Gosh was it ever so embarrassing!
What if I was like drooling in my sleep or snoring like an elephant. OR HAD BUGS ALL OVER MY FACE.
Okay fine, thank the lucky stars I didn't drool (I checked my pillow for spit stains but there was none, thankfully).
But I'm not sure about the snoring part.
I shall make a mental note to ask my teacher the next time I see her (awake hopefully).

Sigh been spending my days pigging out on hershey almond kisses.
And Easter-egg-shaped reese's (I know right! How cute can they get and in metallic pastel colours!)
And I eat two lunches a day and I hear my fast food dinner coming home.
Toodles people.

2009-03-22T23:46:00.004+08:00

I dont think you even care.
At the end of the day, it is I who initiates the apology.
It is I who take the first step, makes the first move.
Maybe I shouldn't anymore.

Yeah whatever I do is always an eye-sore to you.
Do you even know how hard I tried to change my ways but people can't change overnight.
And people are usually unchangeable.
It's amazing how you take my words and morph it into something crude.
Just to let you know that I did try.
You say that I look at you with lots of hatred.
Well I don't, I don't know what you see.
I really don't hate you, not even after all the things you do to me.
When people are around, you can just totally pretend that nothing ever happened.
But I can't okay. I can't just pretend to be okay when you want things to look like it's okay.
I'm not like some bin that doesn't need to be emptied.
You can hurl all your insults at me, tell me how much I suck, tell me all my shortcomings.
But at some point in time, I will blow my top and be angry.
Been trying to get you to at least understand but all you see are all what you think.
Your points-of-views. Your thoughts. What you did. What you do. Your actions. What you say.
I have my own thoughts and stuff. Not only yours exists.
I can't change all my actions, my words, my attitude, my personality so that it would suit your kind of behaviour.
We have to compromise and adjust. It takes two hands to clap, I can't be the only one hand clapping.
You have to do your part too to make things work out. But you aren't.
Our personalities are world apart maybe that's why we always end up arguing.
It just doesn't work.
I tried. To change how I behave to suit you. But you always pick on all the other things.
What I do is not enough and will never be.
I try to talk it out. To tell you how I feel about it and instead of listening and doing what you can on your part,
You twist all my words into stuff that I never ever said. Never ever felt.
Sigh I really don't know what to do about it.
And sometimes I get violent I know. That's probably my way of venting anger.
You asked me to stop and talk nicely. Isn't that what I've always been doing since day one but have you ever listened.

I can change maybe, the whole world can.
But you can't. And you will never.

2009-03-22T22:17:00.003+08:00

Holidays have come and gone and I really dread saying goodbye to my sleep-in days.
Gone are the fuschia polishes and hello white uniforms.
School is starting and I can't say that I've missed it.
I'd miss the amount of time I get to spend with doggy dearest and my pillows.
Holidays were extremely extremely extremely unproductive.
Haven't got homework done except for English which happens to be due only next week.
Haven't got my bag ready and prepared for tomorrow either, sheesh and it's already ten o'clock D;
Didn't even watch a single movie during the hols.
Gosh, I've just wasted 5 x 24 hours of free time.
Super unproductive, I am displeased at myself.
No discipline to get work done.
Term one has gone and hello to term two.
Note to self: MUST BUCK UP. STUDY HARD. (:
Hope there wouldn't be anymore failures laalaalaa work hard work hard work hard.
Kay 'nuff said.

UNCLE Roy bought us big breakfast today yum yum(!)
Heehee I like grape jam :D
Sermon was good, paid more attention yay.
Choir was HAHA. Funny (:
Thank goodness managed to run through the scores during sectionals.
Boy were they harddddddddd D:
Always zhao sia then superrrr embarrassing O.O
Michelle laughs really scarily heh heh.
And Teng Jin is scaryyyyyy. And freakyyyyyy.

Went to some condo at Orchard there and we had buffet heehee catered.
Went to swim there, haven't swam for eons(!) D:
Pool was quite cool, the under-water treadmills.
But the other pools were pretty normal /:
Sigh ate tons and so much for burning calories while swimming D:
Teevee place there was -brrrrr- freezing thank goodness for jackets!

The tablecloth broke my nail ): Grrrrrrr.
It hurtssssss D;
Oh and byebye monster-green polish.
Hello socks and sneakers.

Ta ta for now (:
Have tons to do tonight. Shucks X=
AM SLEEPY I NEED TO SLEEP EARLY.

2009-03-22T09:00:00.000+08:00

You blame everyone. But yourself.
Damn shit I tell you.

2009-03-19T20:19:00.002+08:00

Shantelle: haha nah just some stuff. Im alright yup ;D
Kelmond: yeah thanks k! It's okayyyyyy.
Jiehui: AHA. Whatever you CHEEKO. :D
Chuanling: Its okay :D and you're welcome(!)
:) : hmmm at your facebook profile on the left sidebar bottom there's this thing called create your badge or something. Yup! It's there ;D

Today was an awesome day :D
Met Jia for breakfast and chatted.
Feel as if I haven't talked to her for quite some time O.O
Sorry I was late hahaha.
Then met Doreen, Abigail, Bennie, Sarah Kong and had our yf group gathering thing.
Left early cos I had dental. D:

And momma came back today after being ten days away in the States :)
Bought tons of stuff (not to mention lots of chocolate whoohoo!) and I'm really happy hahah my momma is awesomeeeeee.
She managed to get almost all the stuff I asked for yay.
And she bought doggy tons of cookies and stuff :D
Said she missed doggy the most heehee I luv luv luv my doggy :)))
Sigh homework is a killjoy. Haven't started shucksssss D:

TODAY WAS A GREAT GREAT GREAT DAY.
My shoulders are burnt, can't carry bags anymore ):
Ouchies.

2009-03-18T21:28:00.003+08:00

Took a bus with Shan to botanical gardens haha and we walked from the orchard part to the other side hahaha the evolution garden was cool.
Camewhored quite a bit cos Shantelle is camewhore queen(!)
But don't know by can't upload 3/4 of the photos don't know why my phone sod already shucks );
Arghhhhhhh D:
So we went to the nie stadium there to run hahaha I walked lah k she ran.
The sun was so hot omg SO HOT.
and now I'm slightly burnt sheesh.
There was this group of guys there. OMG FREAKY. Damn weird okay!!
Went to Mr. Prata for lunch haha I like. The cat there was scary!!
D:
Took a bus back to Shan's house and went grocery shopping and helped her cook dinner!
Practice for her home econs test Haha it turned out yummy ;D
Omg she tripped like ten thousand times in total today and she was damn high GOODNESS it was hilarious and pretty embarrassing O.O
Hilarious lah Shan says the chicken uncooks itself. Like good grief.
Went to the playground thing behind her house. Long walk man.
It was real fun there(!) :D
Haha I think today was quite an awesome day whoohoo :}

Watched V for Vendetta last night it was awesome ;D
I'm slow I know it was gooooood. V is k3wLz.
Kay the drama now is hilarious. Laughing so hard my head is dropping off.
Kay luv you all pretties. Ta. Ta. :D

2009-03-18T09:22:00.002+08:00

Supposed to meet shanny at nine but I woke up at nine haha :D
Whoohoo we're gonna run run run today cos she doent wanna go shopping (:
Burn calories haha im excited ;D
She's super pig was still sleeping when I called O.O
Kay buhbye, hurrah for running(!)

:D :D

2009-03-17T20:05:00.004+08:00

You know what?
Stop blaming yourself. Please.
Cause it's not your fault. It's just how things turn out to be.
It's not the outcome I wanted either.
But since it turned out this way,
We'll just have to wait and see how things go from now onwards.
I tried so hard to prevent such things from happening again but my attempt failed I guess.
I'm not cut-out to be who I try to be. I don't have what it takes.
Sometimes I feel like I'm reverting back.
What I tried to hold on to is like crumbling away. In BOTH current situations. Gee.
But I guess I'll just have to remember why I even held on in the first place.
Even if there's seriously there's no point.
Don't have anything to look forward to alrdy.

Goodness I really can't understand why everything turned out to be the way.
At least now I know there really isn't a "happy ending".
And fairytales deceive people into thinking that everything that goes through a rough patch would end with a happy ending.
And when it doesn't, it just make you wanna run back to your mommy and cry.
Tsk, it's all denial.

I guess since it's like that,
We'll just have to bear with it.
There's more to life than that. I hope.
Stop blaming yourself and finding fault with yourself cos you seriously aren't the cause/problem.
Don't need to worry. It'll just take time.
We'll just have to cross our fingers and wait. Sigh.

2009-03-17T18:40:00.003+08:00

What we dream of,
is often what we want.

But it wasn't what I want.
Or at least I think it isn't.
Tell me why, you're so hard to forget, don't remind me.
But it really isn't shucks I DONT KNOW.
Crap okay this is really confusing.
I'm baffled. Whatthehell.

Today was extremely uneventful.
Had tuition in the morning, went to sleep for longer than I intended, walked to tuition, walked back.
Whoa how productive. Tuition classes everytime :(
The holiday is breezing by and very soon I'll find myself desk-bound again.
And homework is a bitch. Haven't touched it yet.
Four pieces of art. Shuckssssss D:

Sorry(!!) I know like these few day I've been emo nemo and stuff and don't mind me please!!!

I'm like stuck in between and I don't know what to do!!
:( AIYER SO STRESSFUL ONE :(

Sometimes goodbye's a second chance.

2009-03-16T09:45:00.006+08:00

I'm so glad I don't have to wake up early for school today :D
But still woke up quite early hmmmm.
I don't know if I should go to school later(!!) D:

Yesterday was alright (:
Did the skit thing during SS and it was pretty hilarious yup :D
Talk to the elbow, cos you ain't worth the extention.
I can never pull off the bimbo accent O.O
Went to cousin's house to celebrate her birthday haha was camwhoring with sy and he was really crazy.
With his big eyeball thing and all, tsk.
And ahem someone says he hates camwhoring gosh.
Then went to watch teevee and eat peanuts with E.
Gosh it was funnyyyy the way E goes googoo over the television.
And she really knows how to waste post-its.
Sticking it everywhere hahah cos it makes her feel like she's 'attentive'.
Stage one of denial, tsk.
And I realize watching dramas with me really sucks.
I'm no tv companion sigh.

Still debating whether or not to go to school.
Time's flying and I need to decide quick.
Someone keeps persuading me using her unlimited sms haha. Wonder who.
So many people's birthday's in March.
And I'm already very broke, don't know where all my $$ disappeared too. Bugger.
And I really need a shopping trip (:

stop trying to make me choose cos it really sucks.
Can we just compromise or something it's really taxing on me :(

And somebody is super inconsiderate.
You only think about you and yourself.
You don't spare a thought for other people at all.
Your priorities are this, your priorities are that.
Hasn't it ever occured to you that other people have priorities too?
Do you even know that people have important things to get done too and not only what you have to do is important?
Your just being downright selfish in your own way and thinking about the best ways for you and not the best way for everyone.
Everyone has to suffer the consequence and it's all because of you.
Blimey. How self-centered can you get man, I wonder.

Yay I managed to complete one to-do out of the multitude of to-dos I have :}
The to-do's actually to bake a cake!
Something I've been itching to do since day one.
Okay technically speaking, it isn't completed yet cos dear Mr. Chocolate Cake is still sitting in the oven, yummmmm(!)
Haven't baked a cake for ages and I had to hunt for the electric mixer which was conveniently buried somewhere in the huge mess of kitchen stuff which haven't been used for millions of years.
And guess what I found inside the electric mixer's box?
My math worksheet dating back to July 2008 - uncompleted.
Gees, who would have thought I'd found a worksheet O.O
Goodness(!)
And I just had a peek into the oven and the cake is looking all wrinkly and cracked all over.
Oh well it's attempt number 1 anyway :D
Realized I don't have a plastic spatula and spent hours trying to scrape the chocolate mixture with a spoon.
Hand's all sore right now D:
And I don't have the round pan thing to bale a round cake ):
So it's gonna be a rectangular chocolate cake heehee :D
Wanted to bake muffins but don't have the thingy either D:

Waiting for jiayun and xinyi to arrive to start on our project and I haven't tidied my room :'(
It's so cluttered sighhhhhh =X

Ta ta!
Gonna go mix the icing right now :D

2009-03-14T15:52:00.016+08:00

Drill competition was today!
Had to wake up early and there goes my only able to sleep in day sigh sigh sigh.
But poor drill comp. people have to stay there till five then Jiehui's going to camp @ west coast hahahaha awesome much!
Weren't allowed to bring camera phones and xinyi was like, even my grandpa's phone also got camera hahahah.
We reached school at about one o'clock I think and I think our drill comp. group is aweeeeeesome.
They really put in tons of effort and it's really cool! :D

AM SLEEPY TODAY AHAHAHAHHA I LOVE LADY GAGA.
Quite dreading march holidays oh well at least I get to sleep in.
Four pieces of art work and tons of other work and really good me went to do some filing and work just now! :}
I know awesome right!
History project group's meeting up on Monday and I'm not free cos have the weblog project thing. O.O
I just realised I have a library book buried under my pile of textbooks.
Goodness wonder how much fine I've incured. Shit.
And I didn't bring my math textbook home and I have math tuition on Tuesday.
Awww sucks much!

Darius said ns is quite slack.
So far only interviews and forms and GOOD FOOD!
And can take naps one ahhahahaha so shiok ehs and no homework!
HAHAHAH BOTAK HEAD THOUGH OKAY.

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

I love my pet society pet! I woke it up and its so cute hahahaha.
Thinking of changing a skin. I'm so tired of it! ):
I AM MIGHTY BORED SOMEONE TALK TO ME SAY SOMETHING.

Shit, changed the colour and removed the borders and it looks.. Weird right?!
Sighhhhh spent quite long on it and my eyes are feeling tired.
So is my wrist. Moved around the red little dot in the middle of the lappy till my wrists feel sore. Shucks.
Now the word 'header' looks like squiggles.
Sometimes different words just seem weird to me.

Oh before I forget,
(In case there isn't time tomorrow)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
JOYCE!
JOEMIN!
YINGLING!

Hahahah awman I love drawing around pictures and sorry people if I drew on you! D:
Hope you don't mind kayyyy.
Sorry if like I'm spamming pictures on facebook cos I post from my phone only can post one by one so it would keep popping up ahhahaha :D
If you don't get what I say which I highly un-doubt then nevermind!!

I miss you all so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh. Crap.

2009-03-13T22:59:00.003+08:00

Can everything just stop already.

Sometimes it seems like that.
Sometimes it doesn't seem so.
It sucks not really knowing.
Are we just putting up some sort of facade thing?
Or is everything just normal and usual but it's just me thinking too much?
Ahhhhhh SIGH. Times like this suck.
And I don't know why it's like this now but you know, so close yet so far?
It's like on the surface only?
Don't think anyone would get what I'm saying but it's okay cos I'm just being an annoying emo nemo.
Don't mind annoying me. D:

Hope I'm not causing _ to _.
Shucks really hope I'm not X:
And thought I could count on you butttttt maybe I was wrong I think.

THESE FEW DAYS ARE EMO NEMO DAYS.
which suckkkkkkk. Badly. S:
Why everything become like that. Started off well then I don't know what happened but oh well it changed everything eh.
My fault I think. Seriously.
I am a freakkkkkk.
Shouldve have done those stuff maybe they're the cause.
And I'm so easily irritated these days = me irritating the shit out of others which is .. Not good!
Okay I am evil. Evil. Evil.

*Pound. Pound. Pound.*
oh that's just my head you hear.

March hols are here and I'm not going out at all.
there's tons of homework and projects to do march holidays are THE PITS!!
Need to go to support drill comp. people tmr.
Guess we should after all their hardwork man.
Guess I can say goodbye to sleeping in.
Shucks D:

Bom. Bom.
Am really sleepy :/

Yf today was cool.
Took part in the 24h prayer chain and took turns on our little groups.
With a White ikea candle burning away.
Was good (:

Okay bye Joan.

2009-03-12T21:57:00.006+08:00

Sorry about the afternoon's post.
Was upset. Shucks. Like nowadays upset over different stuff.

And then I feel that the past is like replaying.
Something that I dreaded so much and hoped it won't ever happen again.
Tried hard to prevent it. But I guess it's inevitable.

I love chatting with mother on yahoo messenger.
(Hahha go look at the smileys at the bottom heehee CUTE RIGHT!!)

Yahoo messenger is so cute. There's even the talk to the hand smiley and everything.
Miss mother awwww.
Should learn to treasure family people more. :D

Sigh I really hope everything will revert back.
Sick of stuff now. Shucks. I have to make amends I guess.
Don't think you'll understand. D:
Okay this stinks.

Planes are really interesting.
Talking to Bryan made me realise it. It's amazing how they fly seeing that they weigh more than a hundred tonnes.
Whoa.

JIEHUI: EH LOVE. (: Cheerup kays. ;D Dont angry later all the wrinkles and cellulites appear ( no link. xD ) haha Love love you. :D ( annelisa : heh leave a comment lah dumb xD )
- Thanks ah hui. For everything seriously kay. Reminders and everything, you have no idea how much it means to me :D Hahahha I already have wrinkles and cellulite my dear (: I love you too!

11 Mar 09, 21:07
kelmond: lol annelisa :D rofl.

11 Mar 09, 19:00
annelisa ♥: HELLO JOAN {♥} hahahx .
11 Mar 09, 19:00
annelisa ♥: wa . joan is so very random D: LIKE ME :D LOL . HELLO JUNIOR TOO . why jiehui blog no tagboard. LOL . ;D
- HAHA she says its the leave a comment. Funny how I never realised it too (:

11 Mar 09, 08:02
JOEMIN: replied**
11 Mar 09, 08:01
JOEMIN: realied already! but lazy post HAHHA. but who else O: matbe go out another time? or you really wannacelebrate? (:
- HAHAH up to you pretty. Hmmmm POST IT.

10 Mar 09, 23:02
kelmond: why your mum dun allow? D: sadd.
- Don't know.. D:

I LIKE USING SAFARI.
Happy birthday people.

2009-03-12T17:48:00.004+08:00

I AM EFFING PISSED.

Stop siding that idiot please and I don't care if you do just bloody STOP interfering you cow.
Damn bitch I tell you interfering with everything when you don't even know what happened and why it happened.
And everything he said was bullshit I tell you and he's attitude is the pits.
Downright rude that only spells one word. Disappointment.
Like after so long of knowing each other and this is what you do?!
It's a bloody let down okay. It's horrible.
And then you made me lose my top and made me damn pissed and then you said chill, calm down BLA BLA when you were the pissed one and I was the calm one in the first place till you went too far.
So now it's like you're the good guy and I'm the bad one who started everything eh?
Yeah right.

Damn disappointed today man.
Didn't know you two were actually like that.
Oh well I guess what I expected of you was too high then cos your actions proved it.
It's happened like so many times so I guess I shouldve already known that you're like that.
It's always the same style. Same pattern.
Always you siding you without knowing anything and then I get blamed for everything.
You both really know how to get me eh.
I bet you're both happy I lost my top and probably went ballastic.
But I don't think I need to care anymore cos that's what you're like.
No point arguing whatsoever cos there's one me and two yous. Damn.

Freaking angry. Shit.

2009-03-10T15:21:00.004+08:00

And just when I remembered to bring my umbrella,
It didn't rain -.-

Got back the rest of the results today.
Lit and english were okay but I failed Chinese.
Guess it was expected but I didn't really think that I would fail by a lot.
went to see if teacher would give me more marks and mr Seow gave me one mark hahah.
I begged okay (:
JOAN NEEDS TOOOO BUCK UP.

Was supposed to go holland v today to celebrate Chuan's birthday but mother said that I can't go D;
Ohhhhh well was rather surprised cos she usually allows me X:
Guess I have my limits ):

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
CHUAN!!

The air-con in class is -brrrrrrr- freezing.
Was on the brink of hyphothemia (spelling?!) I think O.O
Heehee luv playing Trace with jiehui in class :B
And thanks for lending me your jacket. (:
And the daily reminders though I don't reply you heh.
Wouldn't know what I would have done without you yeah :D
Cheers.

Haha brother just decided to lower his volume and I am so used to his booming voice tht it sounds weird now.
Someone please please PLEASE stop him from singing circus hahah.
He's singing it twentyfour seven and it's ringing in my head.
I like britney hahah but darryl keeps singing and singing and singing.
The same song over and over.
Ate this enzyme thing and it tastes like alchohal but like strong alchohal and fruity.
The taste is overwhelming - I don't fancy O:

Phone has a cool collage/Polaroid function thing pity cant upload stuff on blogger via phone.
I think I use my phone too much I have to charge it thrice a day and it keeps hanging and blacking out and lagging >:(
hope it lasts me the next maybe four years cos mother I fed up with me cos I always change phone ):
I want subway right now and I don't know why I broke down when you called there was no reason I just did and you kept telling me not to be sad and stuff and thanks a lot you mean a lot to me and you don't have to worry.
You thought I was pissed with you but I'm not okay there wasn't a reason I don't know why perhaps I am mad I think this is the most probable reason yup but I'm fine now and I want to watch tv I've been just lazing on the bed the whole day whoa I'm really piggy I go oink oink and roll in the mud and I like pink.
I must be mad.
Oh wait maybe I am.
Miss you :D

I've been like posting daily cos I AM BORED / HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO.
Nights loves. I could do with some shuteye.

2009-03-09T20:21:00.003+08:00

Haha I have a mean mean MEAN brother who just blocked me from msn.
Weeeell downloaded some new application instant messenger thing so I don't have to refresh manually :-)
But like once I change screen then will auto sign out which is .. Not good ):
My bio results were the shitz I tell you D;
Was rather disappointed especially with the mcq part I guess.
Maybe instead of regretting and complaining I should thank the lucky stars that I managed to pass.
Like Mr. Fuzz says: It could be worse.
Weeeell I shall continue living in hope that I'll be able to do better :D

The rain today made me feel really cold.
THANKS JIEHUI FOR LENDING ME YOUR UMBRELLA SO I COULD REACH HOME DRY.
Luv ya lotssssss.
Am real lucky to have such a nice awesome friend like you yeah awwwwww sweet much(?)
I shall try to remember to bring my umbrella.
Something I never seem to be able to X:

I love playing 'Trace'.
It's really addictive :DD
Love the cute stickman and the colourful sea creatures etc.
heehee(!)

2009-03-08T19:42:00.004+08:00

Momma is flying off tonight again and she's coming back like in a week and a half's time D:
Oh well I hope she'll have a good time :D
She just gave me like a thousand packets of m&m's and chocolate bars heehee I LIKE, THANK YOU(!)

I am finally using the computer now ahahah after many days of using my phone's super small screen and having to squint at the minute buttons and ending up tapping the wrong button ahahhaha.

I. AM. SO. FULL.
Went for jap buffet for dinner last night and ohhhh my gosh I ate so much I AM GONNA BURST O.O
And then had two lunches today oh no so full and fattening.

I am so dreading the results sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.
I FEEL LIKE WATCHING A MOVIE eeheheheh random okayyyy I AM SWEATING I WANT PASTA GOODNIGHT TWEETIES :D

2009-03-07T18:33:00.003+08:00

Jean Lin came over early in the morning haha then we took a bus to orchard :D
She decided not to go to sentosa afterall ahahaha and she brought me yummy cookies from subway (:
Walked to The Cathay and bought tickets for he's just not that into you hahah IT WAS HILARIOUS I TELL YOU(!)
the girl was super cute ahahahah.
Ate at fish and co and we shared the ultra big jungle freeze and a plate of fish and chips :)
Lady came with the receipt and ahahahah I don't wanna talk about it it was so super duper embarrassing and the lady was staring as if I were some sort of nutcase :O
Went to heeren to find jean's num bags.
The ones she likes are the ones I don't, our tastes are like galaxies apart man :/
Then we went to plaza sing and bought stuff and yeahhhhh was really sad that jiehui couldn't go )))):
Must go next time yeahhhh :D

I can't believe how useful this wifi thingy is haha but msn is real hard to type and YouTube is so slowwwwww D:
Okay buhbye Joan luvs y'all :D

2009-03-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

Oh I am blogging from my phone(!)
I feel so stupid cos I always thought that I have to pay to use for the Internet and I didn't know safari was using wifi = free!
Awman THIS IS AWESOME.
I feel so stupid hahaha why now then I realize eheheheh. :D

Didn't go yf today cos mother said she wanted to have dinner with me and guess what? We didn't go or dinner but we ordered pizza instead ):
I am quite excited about tomorrow(!) :D
Orchard/sentosa/vivo with jean the smelly brown alien with orange braces friend an dearest jiehui the little cheekopek {:
really hope ah hui can make it yeahhhh (:

Watching evan almighty now hahaha it's really funny.
Steve carell is funny ESP ESP ESP with his beard thing hahaha he was hilarious in get smart too :)
Watched vantage point yesterday it was goooood ;)
Hahaha I can't wait to watch the second half of slumdog millionaire.
and hopefully, can catch he's just not that into you tomorrow I hope hahaha it's gonna stop screening soon.

I passed history and geog and math YAY I AM HAPPY AM HAPPY AM HAPPY AM HAPPY.
I am happy :DD

Okay evan almighty is becoming soppy right now with his White as snow beard eheheh :O
The little kiddo there is cute heeheehee.
It's so sad right now(!!)

My brother is crazy. He keeps singing britney's circus and he keeps reciting his thirty-eight digits of pi.
HAHA he izzzzzz kuckoo. Kuckoo kuckoo.

I am getting a headache sigh.
A bit hard to type here hahaha I need a thousand or more finger muscles to continue typing man so goodbye luv you all :D

2009-03-03T18:26:00.010+08:00

28 Feb 09, 17:02
&♥SZEYING\: Yesyesyes I wnt to see your drippy nose :B Sadddd. You are bck to normal. xD Im NOT EVIL! ;D
- AHAHAH YES YOU AREEE :D

26 Feb 09, 21:41
jean: hello :D i'm bored. i love you to bits nincompoop! XD
- Awwwwww(!) SO TOUCHING I LOVE YOU TOOOOO. Hahhaha what's with the i hate dont know what thingy that you wrote in my phone O.O PINK BAG OMG SO SUPER PRETTY AYE!

26 Feb 09, 13:00
Melissa: Jie :D Relink, crazy-inyourheart@bs :) (L)
- Hahahha kayyy :D

EHHH? HOW COME I HAVE SAFARI ON THE LAPPY O.O

OMG OMG OMG(!) YAY COMMON TESTS ARE OVERRRR :D
We got evacuated out of school today O.O
Cos some construction site beside our school had some incident and then they had those big black army trucks there so cool!
Hmmmm and we got class tee today ahahha just in time for road run tomorrow :D
I'm really happy that our class rooms have air-cons now yay yay yay but like its real cold cos I'm sitting in front of it O:
Like there'll be this occasional icy blast of wind thing at the right side its soooo shiok :D

Yiyan is weirdddddddddd. She keeps pinching and pulling and pressing my cheeks O.O
Errrrrr gross? EHEHEHE I spat in her face and she kept whining about it for the whole day mannnnnnn )':

It's beeeen so rainnyyyyy and I am so glad I found my pink umbrella but let's just hope I'll remember to bring it to school (:

Road run tomorrow at west coast park and then lunch with jeslyn yuwan yiyan limin I think heeheeheeeheeheee. I AM TIRED.

HAHAHAH LISA WAS SUPER FUNNY AT THE BUS STOP TODAY.

Marley & me on sat was real good :D
It was so sad mother and I were crying buckets and Darryl didn't he is so heartless I think(!)
And then watched half of Slumdog Millionaire.
That show is really goooood see the slums and I feel so fortunate and lucky I shall try to complain less now.
Don't have time to watch the other half. Sighhhhhh D:

Omg I love Garfield eheheheheheh (L)

Awwww mother went to buy some collector's edition monopoly.
It's like disney and its realllllyyyy cute :D
And like its not hotels and houses its like depending on the title deed you buy and the thingy varies hahaha like buy one flower two flower and instead of hotels its buy a tree HAHAHAH SO CUTE.
HAHAHAHAHAH I. am. crazzzzzyyyy. yes. yes.

Chloe and I are quite similar I think. In stuff we do and things I'll be damn sad when she's gone she's the bessssst :D
She dropped her phone in the toilet bowl. Following in my footsteps tsk (:

And while doggy is licking my foot,
HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
SHANTELLE(!)

Sorry I forgot and stuff and I wished you only in the morn but really I thank God for an awesome friend like you! :D
Really glad to have met you ahahhah I still don't know who the 2 people we talk about are omg omg hahahah study hard okay don't be discouraged/depressed omg WE HAVE TO HAVE STUDY SESSIONS hahahah we always plan stuff that dont come true one awwwwman and pastamania soon again yeahhhh love shopping with you :D
LOVE YOU VERY MUCHHHHHH 43VAAAXXXXX.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA, JIEHUI, YIYAN, YINGLING, JOEMIN!
In advance!
I LOVE Y'ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
Can't imagine life without you guys!
Jiehui thanks for following me everywhere and thanks for being the camwhore kaki(!!)
HAHAHAH ALL THE UNGLAM ME ONES and love you and your pretty bnags OMG SEE?! Told you to cut now so cute ahhahaha Okay we the toilet people and I know I can always count on you yeahhhhhhhhhh :D
Thanks yiyan for making me laugh in geog HAHAHAH I TOUCH YOUR LEGS CAN OR NOT EWWWWW.
Hahahahah and for talking to me these days quite fun huh sitting near you I LIKE.
Thanks lisa hahaha you always cheer me up in the morns I LOVE YOUUUUUUU hahahah you're really fun to sit with in the morning and I THINK IM GONNA FAIL MY CHINESEEEEEEEEEEE. I left 20 marks blank out of 50 marks okay i am gonna fail but I love you anyway, though you passed :D AWWWW.
Thanks Yingling I REMEMBER OUR FSD OKAY(!!!!) But I don't know the date sorry! April or August I think I LOVE YOU MY KINDERGARTEN SISTA!:D
Thanks Joemin HAHAHA we were in the same group in Shum's class awwwman love you tonnnnnnns YOU NEVER REPLY MY LETTER HMPH. And we have to go out near your bday kay ily!

Don't hang up, can't we talk
So confused it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me I'm unchangable

2009-02-25T16:05:00.009+08:00

24 Feb 09, 20:33
kevin di(;: omg jiejie u nvr link me T.T
- EHHEHE SORRY.

23 Feb 09, 20:28
&♥SZEYING\: Joannnnn :D Lol. Melting woman. (: I ll go to your funeral whn you finish mellting HAHAHAHA. :D Jkjk!
- HAHAHAH EVILLLL! Now raining already lah I am frozen back into shape how would you like to see my drippy nose?

22 Feb 09, 21:45
(♥) SIYIN-G.: Hey lamerrrrrrr! :D
- OMG HELLO SIYINGGGG :D

21 Feb 09, 20:40
J: Hello loveloveeee :D
- Hello loveloveloveloveeeee. :D

21 Feb 09, 13:44
lisa: i haven't got back my chinese retest results :(
- eheheheh I don't need retest :D omg i cant believe it.

20 Feb 09, 21:00
jean: you are smelly! ohhh, someone's secretly obsess w me!! WHO AHHHH XD
- EHEHEH I DONT KNOW. Yourself maybe ahem OUR SHOPPING DATE!! Oh whoops I mean you shopping I window shopping :D AHAHAHHA.

20 Feb 09, 20:41
yiyan: lols. stop making me laugh during geo. :D
- AHHAHA WHAT DID I DO!!

Crap I am sitting infront of a window and there's a wasp somewhere behind the curtains.
It was buzzing and I got super scared and I tugged the curtains now and its somewhere there and I think it is dying ):

Common test has started wow wow!
Tests are quite fun EXCEPT FOR THE STUDYING BIT cos most of the time you're in the test and time passes like a breeze and before you know it, it's lunch time :D
Today's english test was really shiooook.
Was only report writing so finished it quite quickly and there was so much time left for a shut eye :D
Am really tired cos drank red bull last night and I really can't take caffeine cos it keeps me awake for really long O.O
Well, only caffeine in drinks and coffee blah blah but caffeine in tea does not make me not sleep O.O
I can drink ten galleons of tea and still go to sleep but I don't think I can sleep for long cos then I would need to wake up and go pee. Hmmmm.
Many peoplez birthdays are coming and yay it's happy.
Shan's Lisa's Jiehui's Yiyan's and many more I guess cos like I think tonZ of peoplez birthdayz are in march.
Okay 'nuff of the z thing I think quite fun BUT THAT IS BESIDES THE POINT.
Been raining every single afternoon after the period of ohmygosh-its-damn-hot afternoons and after I lost my pink umbrella I stopped bringing umbrellas to school hence gotta share with jiehui and hahaha we both get super wet and my poor pink carebear would be drenched and I would be really scared that my phone would be wet AGAIN ):
But today it didn't rain and then took a bus home with jiehui and we were talking about the give people a name thing and OMG DO YOU REMEMBER BLACK CHICKEN FLOZZ MAN OMG SUPER JOKE I TELL YOU!
Hahahah and yellow-leaf-in-the-hair-what-is-his-name-oh-its-leaf guy.
Shitz sorry I know I am super rude/crude/mean whatever at times but seriousleeee I AM SORRREEEEE.
I don't know what's up with the E(s) anyway.
Waz having a great time with dearest jiehui AHHAAHHA her hair is very cute.
I GOTTA STOP THE THING WITH THE ZZZZZs. O.O
Oh then on the bus while waiting for the door to open for me to get down,
I saw this guy who really looks like my neighbour cum primary school friend from the behind and I was like HI ISAAC! really loudly and he turned around and stared as if I were some idiot alien from venus and then I WAS SO EMBARRASSED I was like shit sorry wrong person and he stared even hardly as if I were the worm the idiot alien from venus was eating(!!!!) SO EMBARRASSING I WAS ABOUT TO FAINT thank goodnezz the bus door opened in the nick of time and I dashed out.
I think I was as red as an apple O.O

Okay nevermindddddddddd exams aren't even over and I have hundreds of shopping datez shitzzz i am dead. O.O
Okay never the mind momsy is coming back this saturday which is shanny's birthday awwwwww shanny's growing old sob sob sob little girl iz growing up already AWWWW AHAHAHAH okay sod it I sound like her grandmamamamma or somethingggg.
I really hope will be able to pass all the CT and like after chatting with shan last fri hahah whats the point man a cycle that never stopz it suckz.
But life does on anyway and homework piles up and we have to sit for exams oh no okay blast it its not the end of the world and i should study hard yay yay yay.
Art teacher was kind of angry with chloe and i today i guess and i am a bad bad bad bad influence i think at least what people used to call me tsk tsk tsk somebodies and .. okay I SHAN'T(ELLE) CONTINUE I need to get it out of my system and like i have to stop thinking about it cos it isnt helpingggg meeee )':
okay that has made me rather sad and i think i am hearing thunderrrrrrr.(!)
gasp gasp gasp scaryyyyyy O.O
homework scares me esp one that is getting taller and tallerrrrrr.
i think it'll eat me up someday OKAY I AM NOT MAKING SENSE AM I I HAVE BEEN KNOCKED SENZELEZZ okay I am FREAKING ANNOYING I know so byebye see you kissies.
Eh how come there is another pet in my house in pet society!
Some pink thing with a tiara ahahah omg is my pet having an affair O.O

shit have been stuffing myself with chocolate day and night hahahah the amount i eat is able to feed half the army.
The amount of wrappers on my table are like sky high ahahahah I AM SO PIG.
Eating Reese's, Hershey's dark chocs! YAY I LIKEEEEE.
And that day I ate the whole box of Lindt chocs OMG REALLY DAMN PIG SHIT.
Piano teach gave me this gargantuan silver hershey and I ate it in a flash.
Yummy yummy but oh so heaty ):
So much for healthy eating and eat less diet plan.
Byebye diet, I'll miss you!

Kester is pestering me to get out of the house to see the wonderful double-layered rainbow or so he calls it. I LOVE RAINBOWS. Pity my leg is out of order it doesn't want to walk out of the house! )))):
Pft.
And out of the window I can only see the neighbour's house ):
No pretty rainbow sigh.
He *grabs broomstick and pokes you*.
Me not you ahahahha okay random byebye I loveeee chocolate. Yum yum.

I hate putting up with these shitz.
Like seriously.

Byebye apple-pie. (Again!)

I LOVE REESE'S!!

2009-02-20T18:17:00.004+08:00

Eheheheh why is it that the weather is so hot these days!
I think I am beginning to melt O.O

School in the morning!
Gahhhh I still can't adjust to waking up hours and father says he has to buy a special alarm clock for me!
Mommy slaps my face to get me to wake up and IT FREAKING HURTZ grrr. Grrr.
Tripe Grrr.
My rooom is nearly pink hmm hmmmm 'cept for the blue walls ):
I don't like them blue. Boo.

Sorry Joey I forgot to print the thingys for you!
Math test was okay, not too hard and I got the bonus question so I really really really hope can score welllll pft cos been getting low low low (apple-bottom jeans!) marks and it. is. very. sad(!)
Okay common test on monday and I don't even know what're the topics tested O.O
Okay JOAN I NEED TO BUCK UP YES BUCK UP.
And then we're already starting to plan movie and shopping trips ahahahah okay I am sweating so much right now.

Choir in a bit!
Supposed to meet Shan for dinner at seven but she's running late hahahah prancing around in polka dotted bikinies okay nevermind. :D
This week has been quite awesome and thank goodnez the weekend is here(!)
Buttttt have to study lots loads tons.
Brother is using my room for tuition lessons and it gets annoying being chased out of my room ):
HEE. HEE. Doggy looks cute in her diapers and new haircut!

Jean came today awww I missed chatting at her and laughing at her astrobright orange laces in the morns! :D Heehehehehe you'll always remind me of your daaaaarling green aliens (:

Maybe I was stupid
For telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong
For tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out I'm nothing without you

2009-02-19T18:51:00.004+08:00

19 Feb 09, 16:40
jia ah hu: hello joan! haven't been tagging on your blog i feel sad ):
- NAHHHH IT'S OKAYYYY JIAAA :D

19 Feb 09, 09:58
samantha: sometimes i wonder what's the point of having friends when they are just so self-centred that they dont even bother about you..
- Yeahhhh but hey friends are friends :D FRIENDS ARE NICE PEOPLE.

18 Feb 09, 21:18
ekkheng™: hi fellow ex-peihua classmate.^^nice blogg-taGG-ed.byee
- HAHAH OMG HELLO EKKHENG!! HAHAHH THANKS BYEBYEBYEBYE.

18 Feb 09, 18:56
JOEMIN: hello. i'm still too lazy to reply your letter ): sorry deariee
- HAHAH SO MEAN EHHHHHZ.

18 Feb 09, 18:49
ydnew: lolx yes im wendy hu :D anw jiayou for ur common tests! :D God bless you!
- HAHAHH THANKS WENDY AND GOD BLESS YOU TOO :D

I PASSED MY CHINESE TEST(!!!!)

Omg by a mark and a half OMG OMG AWESOME MUCHHHHH?
Studied hard and passed I am sooooo relief phewwwwZ.
HAHAHAHAH AWWW LISA BEAT THAT HEEHEEHEEE I DIDN'T FAIL SO STOP LAUGHING AT MY WONDEFUL CHINEZE AHAHAHHA!
I AM HIGH HIGH HIGH LIKE AN AEROPLANE OHMYGOSH REMINDS ME OF AMSTERDAM'S CANABIS LOLLIPOPS (at a stone's drop price!)
Ahahahah and I'm having potatoes instead of rice for dinner hahahaha like ikea I love their boiled potatoes ahahehehee with meatball sauce mmmm fab fab fab.
This week has been pretty cool no cca(!)
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY IM LIKE NOT AS TIRED and Brownie izzzz chewing her diapers!
O.O
OMG LAMBCHOP WITH MINT SAUCE FOR DINNER. I AM DROOLING ALREADY!
Okay shall post real quick and go have dinner!

Was super super super sleepy during malay today and I fell asleep in my chair!
My head kept lolling(is this a word?!) about and then it dropped on my right shoulder and yiyan and jiawen kept laughing at me!
Then it rolled on my left shoulder and then elijah laughed at me!
And then jiehui poked me and said I'm about to fall and kept sniggering at me HMMMMPH THANK GOOOODNEZ I DON'T DROOL/SNORE(I think!) IN MY SLEEP HAHAHHA.
Was doodling all over the textbook HAHAH ELIJAH AND HE'S WEIRD DRAWING THING OMG YOU RUINED THE POOR TEXTBOOK CHARACTER(!!!)
HAHAHAH end of malay was hilarious we kept laughing so loudly it was EMBARRASSING I can feel my hair standing up in embarrassment!
FRANZ FERDINAND IS FUNNY EHEHEHEHEH COOLIOZ HUH!
Andddd we have a new class tee design O.O
Designed by the shirt printer lady ahahahahahah so random ehhhhZ.
OMG YOU KNOW SHANTELLE IS GOING ZX-ING THIS IS SO NOT SHANTELLE I WONDER MAYBE GREEN SMELLY ALIENS LIKE THE ONES JEAN AND I FOUND IN MACS KIDNAPPED HER AND NOW THEY ARE USING THE ZXs!

Speaking of green smelly aliens I MIZZ LIN FENGJUN JEAN MY ALIEN PARTNER ahahah why did you stay at home to study instead of going to school!
MIZZED YOU LOADS AHAHAHAHH MIZZ CRAPPING WITH YOU IN THE MORNINGZ ehhhhh come tomorrow okayyyyy you red bag person ahahahha.

Fire drill today was cool BUT I WAZ MELTING UNDER THE SUPER DUPER HOT SUN!
My arms were like melting off and whoa whoa it was hot oh wait did I already mention how hot the sun was?! Like like like sticking your head in the oven or standing beside the fridge for a day or something OMG IT WAS SOOOO HOT.

OKAY I THINK I AM SPROUTING NONSENZE SO I SHALL HAVE MY NICE DINNER NOW I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY WE ARE HAPPY PEOPLE GOOD DAYZ AHAHAH THE GREEN KIWI CUT MY TONGUE OUCHIES TODAY IZ A HAPPY DAY BYEBYE LOVELIEZ.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIGEL!
Hope you like my nice nice pink card ehhhhhhh lao uncle growing old heehee hope you had a fabbbb day!

2009-02-18T16:48:00.003+08:00

18 Feb 09, 12:30
jia ah hu: JOAN : D
- HELLO JIA! :D

17 Feb 09, 20:20
rachel: u from glory church? OOOOHHHhh i also until like pri 5 :)
- HAHA really?! That's really cool :D Errrr which Rachel are you btw? O.O Sorry(!)

17 Feb 09, 19:51
ydnew: oh and im wendy hu not wendy lim :O
17 Feb 09, 19:51
ydnew: whens ur bday? ;x forgot liao sry! xD happy veri belated vday!!:D
- Eight sept. HAHAHA OMG SORRY THOUGHT YOU WERE WENDY LIM!

17 Feb 09, 17:51
Eden: Hello hello hello hello. ZZZZZZZZZZZZ
- Helllooooo Bub! :D

I NEED TO STUDY!
:(

2009-02-16T21:30:00.004+08:00

I failed chem as predicted ):
Oh weeeeell at least there's no chem common test, one thing to be thankful about :)

The stack of homework is piling up and looking at it is rather depressing ):
Keeps getting higher, and higher O.O
Really hope to clear it soon heeheehee but one look at it and I'm like, okay tomorrow and tomorrow never comes O:
Have to see Mr. Chee for lunch tomorrow X:
Class tee stuff tomorrow, hope we get it all sorted out YAY.
(I AM SLEEPY)

Ohhhhh Chloe is the nicest person today :D
Really glad to have such an awesome friend yeahhhhhhhh.
Never really thought there would be someone as thoughtful as you and you said that's what friends are for but no one really did that before (:
Sorry haven't gone for almost all your matches except netball carn really really sorry that I'm always busy on the days of your match but I really wish you all the best yeahhhh you super tall person :D

Anywayz,
thinking of switching back to xanga :)
I MISS THE SMILEYS THERE OMG OMGOMG.
Anddddddddddd, xanga gives me inspiration heheheheh.
Okay maybe I should switch back O.O

See youuuuu anyway and JIA GOOD LUCK FOR TOMORROW(!)

Facebook photos can't load properly on my lappy.

Miss you!

2009-02-15T20:38:00.008+08:00

I have no mood for school tomorrow ):
I have a whole stack of leftover homework and I really, really have no time/mood to do them and the stack is getting higher. And higher.

Really saddddddddddddddddddd.
O.O

Oh you knowwww,
Clarke Quay really brings back too much memories grrrrrrrrr.
But it's a lovely place :)

Doggy is sick I really want to stay homeeeeee.
I'm asking mother to get bangs O.O
TataZ.

15 Feb 09, 20:45
J: You didn't know I got bangs? HAHA but they don't really look like bangs-bang. Just bangs. HAHA okay wtv I'm retarded. But once it grows, I'm getting back side fringe :D
- Didn't know! OMG I WANT TO SEE. SEE? TAKE MY ADVICE AHAHAHHA NICE RIGHT HAHAH I BET NOOOOO DONT GET BACK.

14 Feb 09, 18:32
Jiehui: Hey love ! :D Happy Valentines! :D God bless ! (:
- HAPPY VALENTINES :D really love the bright bright pink card :D Love ya!

14 Feb 09, 11:31
SZEYING♥: *♥
14 Feb 09, 11:31
SZEYING♥: Joannnnn! :D Happy Valentine's Day & thnks for your carddd. :D
- Welcome! HAPPY VDAY LOVEEEE.

12 Feb 09, 20:55
Joey: haha, ya lor. the memories we had will always be in our heart, the photo are just for safe keeping purpose ;D
- Hahahha kay thanks real sorry kay D:

11 Feb 09, 22:09
TANJI: Eh joan. Nvm lah :) We can take again mah :)
- heheheeheh kayyy.

11 Feb 09, 21:09
en quan: tagged
- O.O HELLO

OMG TOILET PEOPLE I MISS YOU!!

♥

2009-02-14T19:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

Thanks for all those chocolates and cards alright :D

Sometimes, your smile is the brightest.

Aunty and Uncle came from Canada and they left this morning like really early.
Hmmmm Aunty's really nice :D She always comes and talks to me about stuff :D
Went to Clark Quay yesterday till midnight and I am soooooo tired right now O.O
Bugis in the morning with Claire(!)
OMG Claire bought like pumps, dresses, and tanks CAN YOU BELIEVE IT O.O
I can't hahahahah quite funny.
Spent more than I had planned to and I feel rather broke right now.
Wait, I am broke right now.
Weeks of savings gone in a flash, sigh.
Didn't ask mother for money this time see I am soooo nice eh.
Shopped quite a bit and had lunch at pastamania which we spent really long trying to find D:
Took a bus and I went to Jia's house to prepare food for the yf thingy today :}
The jam was really bad and it took me like more than an hour to reach :(
Took real long to cook the stuff so was late but we made it in time for the talk and it was funny :)
Prepared too much food(!) There was like so much leftovers )':
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh common test is coming I better study hard man O.O
I failed lit class test ahahahha SUPER SAD OKAY studied real hard for class tests and didn't score in those I thought I could and scored in those I didn't think I could.
Hmmmmm rather ironic eh?

Hey if you're feeling rather down or what, can always talk to me y'know.
Really worried for you kay you didn't sound good.
If you don't want to share you're problems it's okay and I really hope you'll take care :)
I'll lend you my shoulder if you need it :D
Missed you today and really hope to see you (:

2009-02-11T20:48:00.003+08:00

11 Feb 09, 16:54
ydnew: YO JOANNNN :D relink me yo (: God bless!<3
- Heyyyy you too yah :D

11 Feb 09, 09:01
samantha: im in school TEEHEEHEE :D
11 Feb 09, 09:01
samantha: hellooooo joan :D
- HEEHEEEE. :D

10 Feb 09, 18:47
SHANTELLE: hey love(: sorry cant pei you on saturdayyy miss me kk ;DD
- Ya kay HAHAHAHAHA.

9 Feb 09, 20:02
jean: hello dear nincompoop! i love you :D
- And you told me I sucked one moment ago O.O Okay lahhh love ya kiss kiss whatever don't show me your tongue heehee ewwwww.

4 Feb 09, 19:41
JIEHUI: HELLO JOAN. :D I love GB to the MAX man. yes, the MAX. :/
- Oh wow. (:

2 Feb 09, 15:00
JOEMIN: HELLO DEARIE :D
- Hey! Received it?

OMG PEOPLE I AM SO SORRY.

You know what? I'm sorry I accidentally deleted all the photos we took today at jnh I AM REALLY SORRY D:
Know you guys have been waiting to kope but poof it's all GONE OH SHIT SORRY KAYZ omg omg omg I am sorry(!)

Deleted like 100+ photos from my phone awwwww crapshit )))):
AM really really sad ok!!
We painstakingly took real long to take them and gathered people and I DELETED THEM OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I'll try to retrieve them but I don't think I'll succeed anyhow and SORRRRRY for the ten thousandth time )':
Sorry Chloe I know how much they mean to you and I really don't know how to make up for it. Shit I am sorry.
Cos like you've been waiting for them and like you're going away and I know you need them and stuff and because of my folly I am stooooopid sorry sorry love you Chloe but I really am super sorry I can't believe what I've done :(

Thank God I studied for bio and passed geog.
Whoooof, cleared one huddle. Yay.

2009-02-01T18:34:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA I HAVEN'T BEEN ONLINE FOR A THOUSAND YEARS.

Been busy and I have seven (7! SEVEN O:) tests this week(!)
And I only started some studying yesterday and I'm quite scared )':
Okay make that really really REALLY scared.

M'sia was real fun and stuff there's super duper cheap :D
Yay.
And cousins went back yesterday already and have to wait another 3-4 years to see them again and that sucks ):
Cousin is flying off to Australia tomorrow to study and I'm feeling rather sad :(
She's coming back again in dec I think then flying off again oh shuckzxc.
Didn't realise she was leaving so soon and I'll miss her D:

Okayyyyy facebook now!
Toodlessssssss.

OH waiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMMMMMM!

(In advance, will probably not be online on wed D:)

LOVE YA LOADS.

2009-01-28T12:37:00.002+08:00

Happy chinese new year :D

Spent the whole afternoon yesterday sniffing different perfumes cos we wanted to get one for aunt's birthday and we decided on Chanel's chance. :D
Smelt really fresh and I like it :)
Going back home tomorrow. D:
Shopping wasn't as great as the last time but quite okay yay :D
Gonna have to catch up with school homework when I get back, awwww :(
Didn't eat much cny goodies :D
But I think I ate tons of food and chocolate ohnoooooo. Heehee I don't know what to say now yaya g'bye pretties.

2009-01-25T20:49:00.005+08:00

Was late for choir this morning and today was a really really bad hair day :(

Okay anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
went to heeren with nat wong cos I wanted to get one of those really funky yak pak bags :D
But couldn't really find one I really liked so didn't get one anyway.
Hmmmm should have got the elephant one I think quite cute yay :D
Or the see through PINK one :D but like if it rains then I'm so dead so I guess not :D
Then we went to far east plaza and shopped and stuff :D
The stuff there quite ripoff cos you find the same stuff at bugis for like half the price hahaha. The belts there were really cheap though hahah the stretchy airplane seat belt kind :D
Walked around for quite long and I like ice chocolate from gloria jeans! :D yayyyyyz.
Bought stuff and went home and went to cousin's house for reunion dinner(!)
And her house's like opposite mine so I'm back here hahahah.

Will be going KL cos like visiting relatives over there tomorrow till thursday so seee yah when I get back kay?
Miss me hahahha mother says I can go shopping oh yay I seriously need some new stuff :(
And get to pon two days of school hahaha common test is coming eh so shit ehhhhz D:

Okay lah see you lovelies
:D

25 Jan 09, 18:07
TANJI: Did you take panadol?
- Hahahha yes panadol is a real miracle. Greatest invention, I swear :D

25 Jan 09, 13:50
Goodbyejoan: Hello lovable :D
- Heyyyy prettyface hahah miss you! Didn't get to see you that day yeah? Nooo.

24 Jan 09, 22:01
Eden: HAHA REALLY? Birthday card? :D
- HAHA YES. Haven't posted it yet D:

24 Jan 09, 22:01
jean: hello loserrrr! hahaha, dno how to unhook brastraps. tsktsk, and stop molesting me/tickling me at weird places! and, do you have a pimple on your cheek now? HAH :D toodles nincompoop!
- Eeeeeyer you're the lao ti ko lah!! Keep kissing people TSK TSK (!!) ahhaha oh right I think my cheeks oilier already!! I think I have a pimple in my nose or on or something O.O HAHAHAHA you one hook thing lah lousy :D YOU DOINK EHHHH THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS HAHAHAH YOU MEAN THING!!

24 Jan 09, 19:32
sam!: haha! :D yes i miss everyone ):
- High five D:

24 Jan 09, 19:00
ydnew: HELLOHELLO :D relinked! taqqed!~ how u ? ;D
- HAHAH what's the new link ah? AND AND ARE YOU LIM OR HU HAHAHAH. I'm fine and loving you! Yay.

Oh wait you know what.
Bride wars is not that nice but super touching!!
I REALLY WANNA GO OUT WITH YIYAN AGAIN :D
Sorry ahhhhh was broke that day O:

2009-01-24T14:28:00.004+08:00

I really cannot stand it anymore.
Stop expecting me to be perfect in every single way and being able to read your freaking mind cos I can't and its giving me a hell of a headache I really really can't take this anymore kay.
I ain't wonder woman and stop talking about the I give you attitude bullshit.
Every single act I do pisses you off and you love picking on me and criticizing every single thing about me.
You make me do all the stuff you don't want to do and then make some stupid comment on the end product and stuff and do you think I like doing all your dirty work. What more do you want. Life's a bitch at times like this.

Thank God for panadol.

2009-01-20T22:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESLYN :D

(My note super sweet ehhhhhhh :D)

I owe a really big thank you to someone (:

2009-01-18T20:13:00.013+08:00

HELLO.
Church today and choir :D
Went to go cut hair after choir and ohnooooo my fringe is like real real real short and it looks really funny(!) :(((((((((
Went with Samantha but her momma didn't let her cut but she accompanied me and thank you very much kay! :D
And then I went out with a fugly fringe ahahah how how!
At least it isn't poking my eyes hmmmmmz.
Waited for mom at the void deck and Sammy stayed with me and we had quite a long heart-to-heart chat which we haven't had for like thousands of years.
Hmmm makes me nostalgic about the past and ahhhhh quite sad thinking about the last time stuff and I realised we all changed quite a bit D:
Then mommy picked me up and we went to sunset way to get something from the vet and then Samantha called and said she could cut hahaha so momma dropped me off at her house and off we went to the same salon HAHA.
Quite embarrassing going back to the same salon but she got a nice cut and mine is quite weirdddddd boohoo.
Sam's hair is real cute teeheehee :)

Hmmmm school tomorrow quite sad D:
And I still haven't done my holiday homeworkkkkkkk ahhhh ohnooooz.
Tomorrow gonna watch netball zonals at RV I think cos Tanji and Chloe are playing yay yay :D

Okay my phone works now and I'm pretty happy :D
But I really don't know what to do if it keeps dying on me like this :'(

How come there's an advert under my cbox :(
I tried looking at the codes but I really can't find the advert's code ahhaha howhow.

Hmmmm realised that I shouldn't take what I have for granted and stuff and I've been real complacent oh noooo have to stop.

HAHA random point oh well but was thinking about the stuff and yup yup.

You know what :(
Blogskins.com is listed as some viral attack site on the laptop and now the security thingy has blocked it O:
Like what the hell ehhhhz.
And and and! The button to change font size and colour has disappeared O:

Anyway,
See yahhhhhz.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN LOW!
Haven't seen you for pretty long but hope you're doing well :D

2009-01-17T19:32:00.016+08:00

Ahhhhh my phone went kapoot again D:

Met Jiehui at westmall at 10 o'clock and took a train to bugis (:
Walked around for like reaaaally long in bugis street and like most shops weren't open yet and we walked till our feet hurt D:
Bought most stuff from one shop and the aunty there didn't want to give us a discount :(
Awwwwwwwww. :-/
Spent like everything and I'm like real broke right now D:
Not really happy with what I bought and stuff and Jiehui is real good at resisting(!)
Went to Mos Burger for lunch and we were really grateful for the aircon and seats (:
Sat for quite long and didn't want to shop anymore so we starting walking around in bugis junction and thankfully, mother was free to pick me up (:
Sent Jiehui to some bus stop and then went to Courts and I got a nice fluffy pillow yay :D

Am quite restless right now(!)
Don't really have the blogging mood but the blog currently looks very very very empty(!)
Feel quite strange using blogger right now teeheez.
G'byeeeeeeee (:

(I still have no idea what to put for headerrrr D:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLLIE!

Tag replies(!)

17 Jan 09, 17:26

SZEYING♥: HELLO JOAN ;D
- Hellloooooo Szeying! :D Teeheehee.

17 Jan 09, 09:43

TANJI: tag tag tag :) so mon you can come?
- HMMMM should be lah! HEEHEE you didn't give me my candies; my support goes to chloeeee heehee. :D

16 Jan 09, 17:07

Eden: hi long time to see yay , zzz
- Yes booob! :D Wrote your letter already; haven't post! D:

15 Jan 09, 21:55

YINGLING: i got messenger in my class. remember FSD. i'll pass the stuff i wanna give u to tanya. i owe u last year's present too. haha(:
- FSD! Awwwman miss you kindergarten buddy D: When is fsd again ah? April what/August what? Okay I pass to her also k! :D:D

15 Jan 09, 20:52

Joey: haha, grow banana!
- Ewwwwwwwwww Joey naughty naughty huh! (:

15 Jan 09, 18:25

Ashley says: HELLOOOOOO I MISS CHUUUU MANY MANY MY DEAR <3>- Ohmyyy Ashley I miss you tons tons tons(!)

I REALLY REALLY MISS ANNABEL!!!!!
Though you've like moved overseas and we haven't talked in years and I haven't seen you in years either I still really miss you and you came and talked to me on msn and I'm really touched by all you've said haha and the flip flops and all and our ricola sweets and chatting and paper ketchup wars and stuff really makes me nostalgic and think about the past and I feel really sad that time passes so quickly and I would really love to relive those moments again and yup, really wished you were right here.

I have a blister on my foot and I realised I get cut easily and I don't even notice till they start hurting and that really sucks.

2009-01-14T21:28:00.006+08:00

Will be switching over to blogger cos I want to try it out :)
Kind of miss blogger heh heh heh.

Toodles(!)

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO PUT FOR THE HEADER.
O:
Someone tell me, (please!)